the underground.

2008-05-16T19:40:00.002+08:00

http://joyng.wordpress.com/

a hell of a taxi ride.

2008-04-08T22:33:00.004+08:00

The night before yesterday i had a hell of a taxi ride from this cab uncle.
He was going at 140km per hour, holding the steering wheels with just one hand, very relax.

seriously 140km is muchmuch faster then 110km.

FAINT.

i dunno

2008-03-30T23:56:00.002+08:00

i am so out of the world now.

i mean.
OUT.DATED.

i dun go msn anymore, dun blog anymore, dun go friendster and facebook anymore, but i still check my mail like usual because there might be freelance jobs assignments.

instead i watch animal planet everynight, read on photography everyday, conceptualize design idea for portfolio (the best ideas always come to me when im showering) and i found out the best place to do my work is at mengrong house.

because i dun have to wake up to fetch bell from school. no need to be bombarded with phonecalls because i can off my phone. and no animal planet to watch means i will concentrate on just materialize previous design concept.

besides, staying at jalan kayu mean getting to eat MUSHROOM PRATA everyday. everynight.

after this project, im going to start painting mengrong's room wall. he allowed.=)

den do lots of proposal for FYP.

den go ikea buy some funiture for my bro's ROM gift.

den wee. school reopen. hell begins, with a ==.== [super sian] face.

I FREAKING FORGOT TO CHOOSE MY IS MODULES ON 28th.
and what the fuck is corporate communication.

GIVE ME "ART OF WAR". =(

i was aiming that module for like so long ever since year2.
AHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh;

everyone loves a wedding!

2008-03-01T03:49:00.006+08:00

attending wedding event is nice.
gather with family, relatives, is a happy event.

so everyone loves wedding event!
except maybe my parents who need to BAO ANGBAO?

This is the Bride and Groom!
My cousin and her husband.

This is my uncle and I who were say to be resembling each other.
Alike?
Maybe.

this photo is funny.
the camera flash cause the exposure problem.
we look like the wax status behind belle.

Our blessings to the couple,
百年好和 =)

Bangkok Trip

2008-02-28T18:06:00.019+08:00

HELLO WORLD!
Do you know that the first ever sentence that was type on the computer was "Hello World"?

I am back from bangkok like 7 days ago and currently still doing nothing at home. i am going crazy and depress because i really really really really have nothing to do at home. Everyone else will be telling me how busy they are, how they wish they got no attachment, i wish i have man.

i spent days thinking of FYP projec, buy 4Ds, buy totos, play MJ, learning how to cook chawamushi..... right now im waiting for yap mengrong to buy back the ingredients to cook chawamushi.

since i am so free, let me post up some 100photos of my bangkok trip. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ aren't you excited?

irony, linda call me to ask me where is asia hotel as i was posting this entry. They are in bangkok already!

okay photos.

this is MR trying to be funny, holding up this big cig. box brought at duty free shop.
this is my younger sister, and her bf, tengteng. They are one sticky couple.
Introducing my niece, which means my elder sister daughter, BELLE SIM. in case you dont know, Belle means swee char bo / chio bu. Get it?
This is swee char bo, which is me.
This is the mother earth. weeee...flyflyfly. Don't understand why everyone likes to take photos of the sky when they are on board. OMG, I just did it.

Upon landing at night, we check in at the hotel and went for a feast! We took TUKTUK there.
and after finishing the great feast (i got bitten twice by mosqitoes) at the restaurant, we negotiate with the TUKTUK driver on the price.
too exp. SUAN LIAO. father suggest we walk back.

the next dayyy.....
first event of the day is to go praying...
THERE. i say they are the sticky couple right. lol.

In thailand, all the big shopping malls has got a praying area. This is one of the famous one.
my apology. the photo is upside down. bear with it ahahahhaa... the 3 aunties sitting on the chair is getting blessed by the singers behind. they sing and dance to bless..
next, we went shopping at chinatown! the unhappy yap mengrong not very happy ah. There wasn't much things for guys to shop there.
shopshopshop. but very squeezy there. narrow allays...

cheapcheapcheap. everything is cheap ooo..

joey buying the magic wallet. Far east plaza sells $5, we can get it at 50Bhat. which is... $2.10?

my father also not very happy, because he dun like to shop. LOL!
they sell these there too. but not cheap too compared to Singapore.
BIGBIGBIG CROCS.

finally an allay where we can walk comfortably...

juan! i saw marshall...
fatter version.
DAMN FAT. see the bulge at the stomach, its not the fur... its the stomach.

old tortoise.
ahahha. funny faces.
AHAHHAHAH. ever funnier face.

this is our hotel lobby. i strongly recommand to stay at this hotel, centerpoint....
its more like an executive service apartment. Got kitchen living room in the apartment we stay.
i was damn paranoid about stayin in the hotel. i place amulet at bedside, leave my slippers parallel, opposite from each other..............
ahahhaha. i see middle finger.
ahahhahaha. i forgot what they are laughin about alr.

the next day.............................
we went for a half day tour..... following the tour agent. Its free, but at the end of the tour, you are expected to give service tips, 100bhats.
so he bring us on a boat tour.

bimbo. keep talking photos.
finally i have got ONE photo.
the longlong thing amaze me. dunno whats that. military cabin boat?
finally after waiting, going to board the boat loooo...

its damn rocky when i took this photo.giddy giddy. lucky i didnt apply for any navy scholarships.
here we goooooooooo............
most of the people on boat are singaporeans, malaysian...
this is a very famous temple.

another temple.
the king's boat.
flowers!!! cost 20bhats each.
flowerboyyyyy~
floating "market".

lots of sandine fishes. imagine some fishes that got stuck at the boat turning engine, they will really turn into minced sandines fish can.
this is my older sister and chiobu.
my dad's second time taking the boat. so he's not very excited.

another temple. there is 3 levels here. the stairs are sososo steep. i can only climb up to level 2 at most. as i climb higher ah, my heart beat even faster.

on the boat, the tour guide remind us if we see any holes, do not put our head inside the hole....
and upon alighing from the boat, my sister and bell saw this HOLES and.....................

after taking the photos for them, someone out of nowhere came over and ask money from me.
each hole cost 40bhats, 4 holes 160 bhats. =.=

scammers.
there are alot of scammers around.
other one is the snake.

if there is anyone who offer to put his snake around you neck, don't allow it.
they will demand money from you after that.

this is a $3.50 baht boat trip. $3.50 is very cheap... is 10cents in SG dollars i think.

see see look look. porn magazine lying around... hrrrmmmm..

yet another palace.

Next we were brought to this leather factory.
as i enter the place, all i can think of is
animal cruelty.....=.=
curiosity...
the queen palace.
on the van...
this is the van that brings us around, to airport and blehblehleh.

there is this place that sells wonderful wanton mee.
even better then singapore's.
i dun like to eat noodles,
but i must say, its really BAGUS.

thailand coke bottles.
for dinner, we try a roadside stall at chinatown. Chinatown at night will be filled with food stalls, in the morning, its shopping paradise!

anyway, we order this plate of fried prawns...
as MR was cutting up his fried prawn,
he notice something...
something...
there is maggots in it.

ahahahaha! lucky i didnt eat any.

the next day... we went shopping till siao.
camera no more batt and i forgot to charge,
so this is the last photo i took.

airport,, waiting to depart.
our flight was delayed for 2 hrs.

so we walk from one end of the airport to the other end.

BACK to singapore!!
the first thing i did was go to linda house and fetch kopi back.
back home i let him try on the clothes i brought for him..
so cute right.

weee yapmengrong is back.....
just nice.

chawanmushi!!!

WEE to bangkok.

2008-02-17T14:19:00.002+08:00

Going bangkok at 6pm later!

Kopi will be at linda house.
Linda, kopi yesterday vomit.... eyelids swollen.
I think is because he swallow my sofa's ZIP.

help me look after him okay?
Thanks lots lots! LOVE YOU!

=)

if anything, you bring him go see a vet, i pay u later..

ahhhhh.
the thing i will worried most is KOPI THE DOG.

dun feel like gg bangkok anymore.....=(

okay bye.

Chinese Spiritual Trance.

2008-02-13T04:47:00.000+08:00

Well, before CNY, i went through hell man.

No sleeps, no lunch, to finish all the projects.

in anyway,
TADAH!

My first documentary on chinese spiritual trance!
There are gore scenes in it. so do take note.

eh wait, before i sleep....

2008-02-13T04:41:00.000+08:00

Will you pretty pretty please save the whales from being killed?

It will just spent a few minutes of your time.=)

andand,

Save the polars bear as well.
They were so cute on Discovery Channel documentary, dont you agree?

cheers,
joy

Happy chinese new year~

2008-02-13T03:52:00.000+08:00

LOL.
chinese new year is almost over lo.
i mean the mood of it is almost gone now.

and school's out. left with one project still.

wanted to upload CNY photos but i cant find the cable.

its 3.56am and im still typing around.
my hp has got no songs, except for one "Way back into love".

The tv ads keep on playing and playing, and i fall in love with "way back into love".

Its so sweet at the beginning of a love relationship.
Love honeymoon period~

Somehow i must have caught the love bug somewhere, plus valentine's day is coming. And all these lovey dovey thingy is making me HAPPY and SMILING!

Dunno what am i typing too.
Bangkok trip on 17th.
wee-eh-wee~

Lion dance during CNY was nice. all i remember is ah kai's jokes and law's describing how sweet is love at the beginning and all the ghost horror stories told while driving the lorry around ngee ann for a night tour.

Trust me, its damn freaky when u are listening to the story and seeing the actual place that story had happened before.

and kenny teaching kenneth to drive the lorry and kenneth nervously drive the lorry with me as passenger and how he nearly hit the kerb.
DAMN SCARY CAN. from very sleepy till very awake after the ride.

phasing of sentence is abit wrong ah, but aya nvm.
i cant wait to sleep now.
OKAY NIGHTS!
=)

Good luck for exams folks!

ARGGGG

2008-01-31T22:42:00.000+08:00

you noe whats the hardest part abt being a girl?

MENSES.

WOW.

2008-01-20T00:42:00.000+08:00

wowwwww!
today went chu shi with ting, zenna and ahboy.

and....
388 lions in a row, this is how it look like.

a sea of lions, and you cant even see the edge of the end.

Creepy dolls

2008-01-15T23:53:00.001+08:00

I was searching online for photos of creepy dolls.
and i chanced upon the perfect photo for my poster.

i dun understand why there are people who likes to collect dolls.
dolls are sososo creepy. (maybe except barbie dolls)

or no. barbie dolls are creepy too! i just remember an incident when i was throwing garbage down the garbage thrash, belle come up to me and pass me a naked BARBIE doll warp up in plastic and scotch tape. its creepy.

to make it worst, bell mutter "nah, throw away, the barbie die already."

and everyone should knows chucky the evil doll.
when i was young, me and my cousins(ahgirl, ahping, ahjie) will watch video tapes of chucky everyday after school.
Repeatedly.
we watch it like alotalotalot of times.
simply because we were kids and there isn't much video tapes at home.

most of the time we will hug together and watch.
SCARE STILL WANNA WATCH.
thats the most irony things about human.

i research more and found this lady who actually make creepy dolls.
She wears goth style clothes, and her husband too. They both practically live in the goth art world.

check this out.

eeeyeuuuuu~

what will you ask?

2008-01-12T18:22:00.000+08:00

i just finish a PIZZA cum KFC feast at home.
FULLFULL!!

Today newspaper article talks about Lee Kuan Yew talk.
It goes on saying how our MM turns fiery upon a question that was ask to him about civil liberties in singapore.

Our MM respond by asking back in what way was our civil liberties restricted.
The girl who ask the question cant really answer the question.

It suddenly hit on me that... yeah. who saids singapore do not have the freedom of speech?

sometimes ill hear father and mother discussing about the government policies.. and once or twice i interrupt them and ask, "Why don't you speak out, tell the MP or media?"

Their answers always give me the impression that if we speak against our government, we will get jailed, or get deep trouble.

The way how our parents act and thinks have a impact on we. the next generation of Singapore.
Our parents say there are limited civil rights in singapore, so we believe.

Sometimes you see on internet pictures of George bush edited, or his pictures on tees and lots more. But in singapore, you can't just edit Lee Kuan Yew pictures and put his pic on your tee.

You need rights from him before you can do that.

In anyway, i believe there is freedom of speech in our small island, is just that, nobody really tries going against the government.(besides the opposition parties lah, obvious.)
I think the fact that there is still opposition parties in singapore shows there is civil rights already.

And the newspaper goes on saying no one rise their hands up at the question and answer session.

Nownow, what will you ask MM Lee when you sees him?

as for me...
ill ask..
What is your point of view of life?

and then ill ask....
Can i get a scholarship from you?

LOL.

i am daydreaming.
hate to go back to projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects.... projectsprojectsprojects....

see i rather copy paste "projectsprojectsprojects...." 100 time then do "projectsprojectsprojects...."

burpppppppppppp~
so full.

self assuring

2008-01-11T20:43:00.000+08:00

we are always so ensure of ourselves that we assume things.

i assume things alot too, i reckon that will be how things should be, and if its not, ill be very disappointed.

just like my dumb dog, kopi.
he can tell i am not happy.
so he went over, grab his toy in his mouth and expects me to play with him.

but playing with him is so tiring that its not fun anymore, to me.
but to him, me playing with him, is fun, to him and me.

so he assume this will makes me happy, in fact im not.
this is an example of how we always assume things.

*
thats why communication is important.
不要執著，不要執著.

Resolution 2008.

2008-01-11T15:32:00.000+08:00

Right here im sitting in my living room sofa.
Morning 8am i was still rushing to go to school for IS lessons.

i make it in time. and hurray! because i cant afford to miss any more lessons.

it applies to all the other modules.
i was so anti school last term.
now, im still anti school.
anti poly yeayea.

why the hell will people wanna come poly.
all you graduating students should think ten times.
go to a private school and spent lesser time.

give me $5000 now and ill start a business, and quit school.

School is giving me headache.
I cant find a spirtual ritual to interview on, and it means i will not be able to pass the filming project. My teammates seems not kan chiong despite that we only left 3 weeks eh.

blehblehbleh.ican go on and on and on and on about school work. ARGGGGH.

10 years down the road, where will i be.
my fuel seems to be running low, i got no mood in doing whatsoever things.

nownow.

IS THAT DEPRESSION?

LOL.
probably low.
i just need a holiday.
a holiday filled with JOY everyday.

torturing 3 years. WEE~
no wonder people always say they miss poly life.
cock.

make a wrong choice, im filled with so much so much regrets.
Rod ask whats my biggest regret in life during christmas.
There are answers ringing in my head at that time, but i didnt say out.

advise me, make the best of your mistake.

i wont follow.

a new 2008. a new year. i want to correct everything right again.
i used to love going out everyday, i love fun, i love crowd. i love life.
but i go on to sec 4, i grow up fast.fast.and faster.
so i stop playing. stop play games, stop watchin tv, miss a few oversea trips.
to stay home and study everyday.

i score 7points in olvl.
my parents were so proud of me.
soso proud. i think. =)

time pass.. i thought i had forgotten how to have fun.
right now... i realize it was simply because i have grow up.

blogging has always been a way for me to re organize myself and my thoughts.
i remember reading newspaper and this uncle was commenting.....

"there is nothing you cant achieve in singapore if you want it so badly"

so right.

new year resolutions.

pull out somebody's hair from behind on the bus. (preferably THAT fat girl)
grow fatter
a canon d400 camera
a tattoo or two
build a strong portfolio
DRINK CLAM CHOWDER

okay im going to go cook campbell clam chowder now. HURRAY! one resolution done!

happy, not very happy new year.

2008-01-05T12:18:00.000+08:00

BOO TO SCHOOL.

this is how my darling sleep.

2007-12-29T03:49:00.000+08:00

NOTICE HIS HANDS.
Most of the time he sleeps like this.
with his very loud deafening snores.

baby, i cant help but say........

SO CUTE OKAY.

i am legend.

2007-12-22T17:55:00.000+08:00

YES I AM LEGEND.

I want to watch I AM LEGEND so much so much so much so much so much.
Those survival horror genre of movie like resident evil and 28 days/weeks later excite me so much that its way better then ... er. lets say having 30 tubs of BEN&JERRY.

Oh anyway, i found another restuarant in Singapore that sells nice xiao long bao.
Its a bugis junction,level2. Nanxiang Steamed Bun Restaurant. They sell extreme big crab egg xiao long bao, and you can literally drink the soup inside from a straw. Sells at $6.80 ah.

Now produce student card got 20% somemore.
BIG XIAOLONGBAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO... w00t.

http://www.hungrygowhere.com/ i love this website alotalot too.
Read from a newspaper article that this website is started out by singaporeans.

veryvery helpful website indeed.

another crazy world out there.

2007-12-19T13:22:00.000+08:00

what is wrong with the world.

2 days ago tham introduce "snake baby" to us.
so i went to watch the video on youtube just now.

poor baby.
poor poor baby.

how nice if that video is a fake.
but its real.

SNAKE BABY
*its quite gross. dont watch if you just eaten.

and then i went to research on further...

know why are they born like this? because of the chemical substances left behind after war in Iraq.

See more photos here.

gone.
i cant bear to save any pictures of the baby and post it here. See it yourself. Thats the reason why we should always anti-war and do something for the world. Not just stay in our own comfort zone in Singapore. Yesyes. we are no heros and clark kent. but a small step makes a big different.

spread the article news out and let more people know about it.
Some people though snake baby is a fake.

its sad to not know what is happening around OUR world.

w910i

2007-12-18T17:55:00.000+08:00

joey's w910i phone sucks to the core.
her phone spoilt within a day and had to bring back to HELLO shop i change a new phone.

and that new changed phone spoilt twice within a month.
and i just accompany her to go imm there for servicing.

bleh. and i spent 30mins waiting for our turn.
okay. 30 minutes was not very long. but still.

ITS 30 MINUTES.

i woke up at 2 just now.
now at 6... i feel like closing my eyes already.

in the morning kopi was knocking on my door like crazy.
because there is thunder and lightning.
he is very afraid of thunder.... VERY. i think all dogs are?

as i was typing this, kopi walk into my room.
so i force him to take photos with me.

after 3 attempts of trying to force kopi and me to be in the same frame together. this is what it look like.

//
recently i found out skype. (actually i already know about it 2 years ago)
but it was until now den i start using it.

it was so much fun.
and fun and fun.

no lah. actually it was boring.
coz the only one on my list is dear mr mengrong.

see.

//
ytd went shopping with juan and sam.
mango having crazy sale.
its really CRAZY.
that piece of winter jacket sold at 69$.
espirit is selling at 249$.

me and juan bought a harley davidson polo tee together.
woot. cool.

and juan keep offering me and sam cookies, proudly baked by her weiming.
the last time i baked cookies, it was too hard i rem.

k. end of blog. time to do some projects.*winkwink*

HOLIDAY.

2007-12-16T23:07:00.000+08:00

2weeks holiday is so short.
even before it start, i already find it short.
thats how short it is, short.

luckily for me, i finish all my assignments on time.
animation was not well done. but aya. hack.

i didnt major in 3Danimation for year 3.
i choose my final year project to be more of graphic design.
that is preparing the year 3 graduation showcase.

from graphic design to event management, everything we must do.
with a team of 8 people for my final year project.
BIG group iszit it?

okay show u guys my animation!
im not proud of it de wor. just feel like sharing.

how was it?
the right hand of the second character looks like he's handicapped right.

i didnt bother to edit it.
if i did, every else will go crazy too. thats how complicated is animation.

you need patience, passion, practise. which i think i hardly have.

next i wanna present to you is MODELLING!
this one im proud of it.
i spent like........................................................................... hrs to do it.

the hardest part to do was the breasts.
its easy to make the boobies look old and fake.

after the holiday, our project will be toadd in texturing to the model.
so it will look even more real after texturing.
cant wait to texture it.

ohhh. my precious model.
i love her ass.
=D

anyway, my holiday still need to do projects.
miserable life i have.

its so sad.

=(

im going korea seoul and shanghai at feb. my family minus brother and his gf will all be going.
HAPPY~ im so going to borrow a SLR camera and take lots of photos there.

HEE.
tenghui and mengrong will be coming with us too.
if nothing goes wrong.

lalala.
i have lazy bones these days.
i woke up at 4 just now, went geylang eat steamboat and then went bishan junction 8. and now typing blog at 11.30. and now? i feel like sleeping already.

bukit batok is always raining.

i will like to take up one more tuition job eh.
but im not willing to go through tuition coordinators.
the thoughts of having to give them 50% of my 1st month pay hurts my heart so much that it bleed.

they are like ventures. ek.

i watch warload yesterday.
nice.
lots of blood. i like.

and never is there a moment the show is draggy or bored. the show dont give you time to relax, making you so absorb in the show.

although sometimes there are some funny part.... like when one soldier mention about jesus.

AND, there is a naked scene.
i cant believe it.
a PG movie, yet there is a naked scene.
i swear i saw the lady nipple.

but MR say he didnt saw it.
its at the scene where two girls was raped (there is only 1 raped scene in the show).
that scene last for 2s.. or maybe 3s.

those haven watch, go watch okay?
then tell me if there really is a nipple exposed scene.

//

my family has got a chalet from 31th dec to 2nd jan to celebrate new year.
its at sentosa. my sisters~~ you all wanna come for the BBQ?
then we can go countdown at siloso beach after the BBQ.

Penny birthday tml!
How are you going to celebrate it?
beside your attachment lah of cox.
hee.

post your japan's trip photos on blogger already?
i go check out later.

today

2007-12-03T09:20:00.000+08:00

today is a nice day.
with cooling morning.
with me being early for morning lesson.
with him with me yesterday.

yesterday was like a long bad dream.

the day before was fulfilling.

happy lalala..
8th dec; ZOUK OUT.
8th dec; penny's departure to japan.
RIGHTRIGHT?

okay nice.
my mouse leak mercury.
i mean the battery inside the wireless mouse.

blogging and msn has become boring.

2007-12-01T14:40:00.000+08:00

i never like msn.

sometimes i can just sign in and dun talk to anyone.
sometimes i can just sign in and nobody is talking to me.
sometimes its just so bored to stare at yr msn screen and no clicks are online.

msn is good for making friends.. aya. but hell, i dun like to make new friends. but i like meeting people who i can click just at the first sentence we exchange.

so i conclude.
i rather be at home watchin some movies, play with kopi and eat lots of chocolate and talk rubbish with my sisters all day, or go shopping or play drum at lion dance with ting and juan.

wee. projects dateline is approaching.
the cert of merit seems so far away.

its a rubbish blog entry again.
=D

hope everyone is fine.
i spent 60bucks on kopi's grooming.

so he look like this now.

he's a"she" now with such long eyelashes.
i told the groomer not to cut his eyelashes.

iszit he cute?

say he is cute. or ill hammer you.
60bucks or a dog instead of saving up for the nikon SLR eh!
but the fact that i found a tick on him scare me off.

poor thing eh, gana bite by ticks.
and im even more poor thing. i let him sleep on my bed with me.
later the tick bite me how.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LINDA!

yesterday was her birthday.
sorry for not attending your celebration at the korea BBQ.

next year? next year we go somewhere special for yr birthday and sam's birthday?
next year will be year 3 le. got time got time!!

the golden compass seems nice.
infact, its VERY NICE.
lets go watch sisters?

out of 6th dec. thursday.

so lalala

2007-11-15T22:09:00.000+08:00

i need a haircut man.

somebody....
CUT MY HAIR PLS.

LOL.

all these projects are killing me.
damn. killing all my brain cells.
killing my weight and fats.

im a mere 39kg now.
can faint anytime okay.
FATSFATS. i need some.

okay. go pompom now.

be humble.

2007-10-23T11:54:00.000+08:00

When the ceiling is low, you feel tall.
But its actually you are setting your goal too low.

When walk on heels, you had a wider vision.
Well, you cant be on heels on e time.

When held your head high, you suffer from sore neck.
Get you reputation stain with cocky and arrogant names.

So keep both legs firm on the ground.
Use the concrete stairs, at least you don't fall.
Unless you choose to roll down.

\\\

i saw this mango sweet.
i mean the apparel brand MANGO.
lol.
i never noe there is sweets for his brand.

at first look, it look like a mango flavour condom.

Raining Monday Blue

2007-10-22T11:58:00.000+08:00

Monday bluessssss...........

Raining somemore.
=(
I partially drag myself out of bed.
My bones was so stiff that i nearly crack them when i roll out of the bed.

ok, thats a manual joke.
LAUGH PEOPLE LAUGHHHH~

Im gonna share a toyota commercial here!
INTERESTING.
CREATIVE.
No other ads look like this!

Sunday

2007-10-21T23:17:00.000+08:00

Its sunday!!=D
The day before monday. =(
its pathetic man. my timetable makes me pity myself. 3 hrs break in between.
i wanna smack the person who arrange the timetable this way. wasting student's time.

anyway!
Sunday means family gathering.
We had dinner at marina bay.
STEAMBOATTTTT~

ready 1,2,3.. CHEESEEEESSSS.........

After steamboat, we went arcade. INCLUDING my dad and mum. and they play arcade games with us. LOL.
they were playing time crisis 2.

concentrate concentrate....my elder sis were playing by herself. drafting,drafting~

my sis give a fuck-face.
and BELL FOLLOWS SUIT.
LOL.

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That day we went past cineleisure, and my sisters and bell bought these strip-free slippers. Buy2 get 1 free ah. 1 is $29.90. I think scam one lah.
anyway they try.... very easy get dirty and not sticky anymore. after wearing once, u got wash it to make it stay sticky.

SCAMS.

It look like this.bell is a lucky kid. she got burberry for new clothes simply her mum thinks that so long never buy clothes for bell already, so she got bell some new branded clothes. i want lehhhh.

pose1.
pose2.
i can pose better then them. +D

i up put this photo because bell smile look funny ah.
hee.
This is an super vintage lorry i ever seen.
The car plate is painted up on it de lo.

and it has got metal plates for the side door and window.
theres a door which can opens and led to the behind part of the lorry somemore!

Its a fruits delivery lorry which i always seen at my house here.

The blog entry today is kind of random.
This video i uploaded here is taken during the recent chalet.
See how kenneth rodney joseph and the rest shake their bombom here.
LAME. hee.+)

Comic!

2007-10-21T00:54:00.000+08:00

School had reopened.

Not much of a difference in life. Just that im now inspired and motivated to do well in my studies and graduate with Cert. Of Merit. If there's a Goal in life, i feel good, not so empty at least!

The hatred for school seems to disappear now for the time being.

LOL.
I never like poly life.
Cant blend in means cant blend in i guess.

Poly student is divided into many groups.

the glamorous wannabe. They are in their ledge of their own, having a close bond group of poly friends. enjoys shopping, enjoy being different. hates lectures(okay nobody like lectures), and always wanted to get into the entertainment industry.

the topshop wannabe. You will understand if you are a poly student. =D
Skinnies, vest, topshop latest causal wear is a must.

the average engineering student. typically stereotype as ahbengs.

the cca freak. madly in love with their cca's. people with more then 200cca points are maddy.

the hack-care lanlan business kid. business is so vest, such a good range of jobs they can find, scare what!

i wonder if there is anyone else like me.

and we form a group called --- outcast.

LOL.
Because i simply thinks most poly friends are hypocrite.
I must be one of the hypocrite.
Because once or twice, i laugh at my friend's not-very-funny joke just to follow the rest.

19th OCT is LIMZHIJUAN's BD.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY(belated)!

hee.

some photos to share..
all taken at the week before school reopens.

Look farmilar? RIGHT! We are at kBox. This was on last saturday night. so, the $5 kBox promotion haven start yet. =(
beside going there to sing............................................
we went there to celebrate juan's birthday! WINNIE THE POOH CAKE!
while we are singing bd song for juan, she just stare at the cake like she's gonna swallow the whole thing like that. =.=
Time to make a wish~

There is a candle base stuck at the cake. Juan was asked to use mouth and take out the thingggg.
Okay camera was shaky. Or maybe is my hand shaky. But super zoom in ma. So shakyness cannot be avoided anyway! =X
EEKK. nobody wanna eat the cake anymore.
Finally, the birthday girl use a better, hygiene cake to divide the cake.
CUT THE CAKE TIME~
The girls were all there that night. So nan de right. =D.

And then the next day Sunday, we went jurong swimmin complex to swim. Last day of holiday, spent it wisely man! I dunno why mr is holding his fist. maddy~
alright. at here... and no photos were taken here. BECAUSE, nobody was there to help us take photos. LOL!. tengteng and joey was with us also.
after the swim, we become more tanned. cant really see.... but nvm. Maybe tml sunday we go again!
19 years old still act cute. cannot lah ah boy......
And then after the swim, we went jurong entertainment center to watch a movie........ what movie was that? er...er... cant remember leh.
OHHHH MR WOODCOCK.
NICE COMEDY. but after the show, cant really rem much of its content.

The bus is a super old bus. and we had a bumpyyyyyy ride to there.
my sis is an ass man. she delete away the photos i took of her and tengteng.
ASS.
Lets jump to lion dance! Mass drum performance~~~ This is the last rehearsal before actual performance infront of the japanese high school students.

(I had uploaded the actual performance video at the end of the blog entry.)

Their turn to perform for us. And you know what they perform for us?Dancing? SInging? OR NONO. They introduce their favourites to us. in english. and all of us dont understand a thing they say. Oya! btw i took jap lesson for IS module this sem.

So far i attended first lesson:

Konichiwa, watashi wa joy desu. o ne mai wa?

So sorry for being so lazy to edit the photo. But the guys wasnt very handsome. soo........ it will not be your lost!
The jap students are so sweet! The girls only lah! One of the group introducing their favourite give us sweets!The packaging is so cute lah. I intend to copy the packaging and use it in my project. WALALA. so smart of me. so unoriginal. lol.

Inside the box, is actually a veryvery soft sweet. Taste like muchi, flour-y flour-y de.

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I had make some comic strips on doggies. Both main character(main and only) is both dogs, one of them a white-ie, and another? Blackie of cause!

This is a pet shop near jurong swimming complex. And inside lived a wonderfully beautiful show dog. Its actual fur is that long and silky, and the owner had it rolled up with moisturizer cream. At the corner of the pet shop is actually a cabinet which holds all it's award and cert!

And presenting to you...................
Main character tonight!
KOPI NG!

hee. pretty comical iszit it?
OF CAUSE, its partually comic eh.
chey.

i had a hard time pinning that pink blanket to kopi man. he keep moving. that pink blanket is his. he use it everynight. whoever don't believe me, can try and smell it!

it smell heavenly.

suddenly feel like having icecream.
my jap tutor say hokkeido produce very nice milky icecream. and taka basement sells it!
we should all go try it!

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Video:

try to spot me juan penny and ting. we look damn funny.
but dun make fun of it ah. respect the act of mass drum~ like what coach always sayyyy.

HEE.

anyway me and ken say jianyi outside bb driving center. he was taking his driving lesson too. and chatted for like full 20 mins. wanna know what we talk abt? ASK ME LAH! *winkwink*

GOOD NIGHTS ALL!

wah

2007-10-02T12:57:00.000+08:00

wah piang eh.

i just realize i have so many blog post in drafts which didnt make it to publish out.
because i didnt finish typing!

so im neglecting my blog now.
and projects and work.

=(

suppose to finish that MAYA book for this holiday.
but aah, i procrastinate tillllll now and i didnt touch a chapter.
oh no. i did touch on a chapter. JUST ONE CHAPTER. and that was one month ago.

yesterday i was hugging that final theory book.
read till confuse confuse.
suppose to learn more hands on before reading that tooot* book.
but i book the test date so early. 9th oct.

7 days more.

holiday is ending.
wee. no fun at all.
end so fast. lasted only 2 months.
HEE.

come to think of it, if i were in JC,
i have already finish A's lvl.

DAMN POLYS have so much holidays.

Holiday, i see friends workingworkingworking.
i see friends slackingslackingslacking.(me too).

its either working or slacking.
we never bother to make good use of time when we are given too much time.
working is no fun.
slacking also no fun.
you wanna go out play also need to spent money.

all in all,
being 18 is no fun.
ADULTHOOD.

we are so gonna transform into cows.
work like COWSS.

okay. im gg bath now. go liondance later, den teach tuition. and then home-not-so-sweet-home to work on projects. humans are rushing me.

blog on projects later!(if i am not-so-lazy).

2007-09-18T01:10:00.000+08:00

http://www.chocabloc.biz/

I feel like ordering chocolate cakes from there now.......
=D
/

i suspect i gana dengue fever.
go for bloodtest tomorrow.

Result's out.

2007-09-14T12:37:00.000+08:00

We all look like idiots staring at the screen, reading through our results again and again, hoping that the alphabets B's and C's will slowly transform into A's.

/
i am not feeling very well.
this is so shit.

THIS GAME IS FUN!

2007-09-13T00:22:00.001+08:00

http://www.xgenstudios.com/game.php?keyword=pillage

HEE.

2007-09-12T21:40:00.000+08:00

i am getting lazier.
lazier in doing EVERYTHING.
i sleep for 12 hrs everyday, except today. bloody hell. the neighbour on top was drilling holes from 7am onwards. #$%^Y&*I

blogger has got new functions!
VIDEO. can load videos ehhh!

Alright nothing happen much today.

testing testing. loading time quite fast.

=D

ohh got earthquake just now.
i didnt feel it.
tenghui mum(stay near my house) felt it.
so i should have felt it also wat.

but mei you lei.

nvmnvm.
CHEERS!
No one injured.

my sister and brother went phuket eh.
and from today onwards i have to bring bell to school everyday.
^&*()) wake up at 6.30 eh.
piang.

video haven finish uploading.
blehblehbleh.
10s video so longgggg...

AHAHAHAH!
i watching news@10pm now.
the interviewed auntie talking about the earthquake look like "LA BI XIAO XIN".
LOL.

the video uploading bar is not moving.

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the newscasters are talking about their earthquakes experience.
pls lo.
who wanna know.

must be today not much news, so wanna drag the time rightttt.
CHEATER BUGS.

i wanna watch "nine layer cake" at 10.30pm.
nicenice. make me laugh till i drop off the sofa.

aya the NS who bring gun out of camp.
dunno what is that guy thinking.
so handsome. wasted his future.

blehblehblehblehbleh.
video uploading bar is still not moving.

move baby move!

neh. not working.

kopi very busy.
he run here and there in the living room.
so funny.

.......

he steal my dad's socks from the room and run out to his hideout. (his sofa. yes he has got a exclusively sofa just for him. thats his bed).

okay he is chewing the socks now.

er video is uploading.
i recommand uploading videos on the usual youtube instead.
it is definately not my internet problem.

okay lets check out.
can we upload photos while uploading video.....
er.,....hrmmmmm...

wah chio.

can.

still waiting.........

this entry will be a long one i guess.
longest ever.

okay im bored.
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i have got nothing else to crap alr.
tsktsk.

stomachache now.
must be the... the.. OTAH mum brought from pasam malam.

today no nine layer cake.

well nvm.
i stop uploading the video alr
so long....
=.=

Intersection

2007-09-11T03:10:00.000+08:00

Oh nono.
not sexual intercourse.
its just I-N-T-E-R-S-E-C-T-I-O-N.

between human of course.

Oh yesyes.
Here comes my theory about life again.

It begins with, i was watching National Geography with my dad, and they were showing documentary on Saving Afghanistan Arts and History. The Taliban seized power in 1996 and american after sep11 event, INTERFERED, and toppled the Taliban.

What we didnt know was the Taliban banned Arts showing any Human Life and Activity.
Mad people. Unreasonable rules. They destroyed Afghanistan Arts, Paintings, films, structures..

The infamous one will be the great statue(i mean really bigbigbig) of the Standing Buddha which exists since 1000 years ago. Being destroyed by explosions that was on punished humans, and the human were hanging over on the Buddha head as the explosions was trigger.

Great art being destroyed. Destroying History. And Cultures.

However, it is found out that there is another status of Sleeping Buddha nearby. And it also exists 1000 years ago. Amazing it is, how the engineers of that era build such a complicated temple to hold the weight of the sleeping buddha. They were digging the sleeping buddha that was hidden deep down in the earth currently, in the process.

After watching the whole documentary, instead of falling asleep, i was very motivated to do some art on cultures.

"It is like seeing their history, beliefs, religious, language, and tread", seeing the artists arts is like seeing the whole history and feel them.

And from this documentary i got the whole idea of the purpose in studying history.
Its so amazing. Very Amazing. even more Amazing than Amazing Race.
OKAY, I can hear voices saying "LAMB. ITS SO LAMBBB(lame)".

Oh yes, back to I-N-T-E-R-S-E-C-T-I-O-N.
You and I, Our paths met.
Regardless of you not knowing me, and reading this entry, or my friends laughing off at the LAMB thing. Our paths are meeting now.
It might be of a awhile thing as our paths met. And then we get on with our life, meet new people and probably forget about the olds.

But then again, there are people who stay and lived along with you.
As you and my life intersect, there is bound to have conflicts.
And tolerant, considerations, patience will have to come in.

To all good friends here,
if the intersection breaks between you and me,
its enough that we have those memories back then.
we had fun. and once have the thoughts of friends forever iszit so?

To all ex lovers here,
if the intersection breaks between you and me,
its enough that we have those memories back then.
we had fun. and savor those memories.(good memories, not bad ones)

To all who stay,
thanks for the patience, all the love, all the tolerant.
And i live my life only this once.
your appearances is much much appreciated in my tiny tinny life.

If not humans of all races, religious are one people.
If our culture and beliefs were all to intersect together,
it will be like the big cube that fold itself to become a smaller cude (from the transformer movie)
or it will be like a bigbig jigsaw puzzle solve rightright?

and we will all have peace.

Today is September 11th.
The day people lost their lifes for ....... absolutely nothing, but extremist's beliefs.

Say "I LOVE YOU" to those you wish their path will stay forever intersect with yours now.
Oyes. Wish for World Peace..

A Peaceful world makes wonders.

I LOVE YOU TOO.

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To each his own.

2007-08-23T19:50:00.000+08:00

I forgot what i wanna blog already.
*OPPS.
Its kind of a random thing that i wanna blog about.
Tml is my last paper.
In fact, its my only paper.

I have lots of things to do in this holiday.
Just that i keep procrastinating.
This holiday will come and go fast i think.
2 weeks already gone. shoooo.

Anyway yesterday was kopi's birthday.

He got 5 Cheese sticks from me.
10 cheese sticks and 2 dogs food and a Ball from my elder sister.
nothing from the rest of the family members.(maybe shock; my mum like to scream at kopi SUDDENLY to ask him get down from the sofa, bed etc etc)

TADAH.
Birthday Boy.

*over here over here~
Hello. Its my birthday today. Presents pretty pretty please?

btw, my dog is very afraid of thunders. is it normal?
We meet up and... TALKTALK.
Jay's chou secret was nice. Anyway, the sarawak fish soup veryvery nice.
FANG! is really very nice. Speaking of it, i reallyreally wanna drink now.

=D.That time i saw a mini cooper AUSTIN at boon lay pier carpark.
its very exciting to actually see one in actual!
Look pretty nice and most parts have been change.
I didnt realize its that low. The mini is soooo mini; short.
The interior was quite spacious.

Suppose to take the picture of the mini in too. but well....
MINI RIGHT. i mean im tall lah. standing beside the mini make me look even more tall lah please!
BooBoo.

Bleh.
This is so bored.
Girls! Exam ending already??

Splash Award 07

2007-08-16T22:20:00.000+08:00

me and tham went for splash award today at SIM.
We were suppose to show our work at the exhibition.
and then the result will be announce later on.

yes announced alr.
nv win leh.
GOT A CERT OF PARTICIPATION INSTEAD.

anyway i sprain my back.
because of this dog.
this below dog (fat dog i mean) is my bro's gf dog.

this is a male dog,
and kopi thought its a female.
because he is sterilize i think.

so... what kopi did was.....

he climb on top and keep on PLAYING with HIM.
and i was trying to rescue this damn fat dog.

i carry him.
kopi jump.
i carry him to my right side.
i sprain my back at the left side.

he must be a PIG-in-disguise.

=.=
tml is first day of work.
i wonder how it will be....

im falling sick.
DAMN SIM.
what a cold place.

*

The start of holiday.

2007-08-13T14:14:00.000+08:00

IM VERY FREE.
and im looking for job.

i found some, waiting for replies.

if none reach me, then i think ill work as admin at somerset with my.... cousin-in-law?

*
still holiday is shiok lah.
spent time with family at home.

(although now only left my sis and me at home; mum went to play MJ)

im having tomyam noodle now.
instant one.

=.=

*
im doing some graphics work at home now.
if not after 3 years, ill have nothing in my portfolio.

LALALA,

*
i still have a exam on 24th aug.

wee~

anyone wanna watch 881, the movie?

I LOVE THE HOKKIEN SONGS INSIDE!
OMGOMG.

right, back to my tomyam noodle.
instant one.

national day!

2007-08-08T12:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY~=D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE.

No more long hair.

2007-07-30T00:17:00.001+08:00

i cut my HAIRRRR short. bob behind.
and dye blue-black.
that salon people actually ask me dye violet.
i think ill look old in violet. so.......

i can see blue strip in my hair. so happyhapy.

but blue comes off easily iszit it? so sadsad. it wont last.

dragon dance toned my arms.
YEAYEA, no more flabby arms.

*
=D

*
this is very un-grown-up, hongfang.

this blog is dead.

2007-07-24T10:46:00.000+08:00

this blog is declared DEAD.

im kidding.
=D

whens the last time i blog,
cant remember.
So whats happening in my life now.
after all the 3D car modelling, 3D animation, Animation drawing, and lion dance competition,
i mostly done with this semester work. Left 3 projects, and a exam.

finally reduce to 3. WEE~~
and im confident i will have enough time to finish it

my austin mini cooper.

liondance competition we didnt score well.
6.52 is not good man. but we wasnt sad.
it was so last minute and didnt set any expectation in the first place.

unlike color guards. we were good.

im going phuket on 30sep.
right now everybody work hard okay?

exams, projects will soon be over.
holiday got to find a job, sponser myself for the phuket trip and driving lessons.

chalet is cancelled. im not too sure what had happened too.
i was looking forward to it during the holidays.
*

today, i pon a lesson.
it was exam revision. (yes, cheaterbugs, they lie that we don't have exams; WE HAVE LOR)
most people pon. nick pon too.
so i guess its alright that i pon.

anyway morning i had a morning class.
tutor is suffering from PMS i think.
CRAZY ASS.
He simply walk into the class and #$%^&*()P.

He got a problem with almost everything.

alright, i was the second person out of 25 people to present my work.
I have to show him my storyboard, model sheets and tell my story.

"My story title is The Killer Elephant."
I reference my story from a online spam.shhhhh..

=D

Elephant; the killer.
zookeeper; the one who got killed.
one day elephant is eating in the zoo.
Henry check his watch and its time to check on elephant.
Elephant shit and henry move the dungbox away; out of screen.

Night falls,
Sun rise.
A day passed.
Henry went to check on elephant, and was shock again that the dung box is empty.
at night, henry check on elephant again. NOTHING.
He suddenly got an idea.
the next morning, he bring along oliver oil, banana and plunger to the cage.

He tries to feed elephant with banana, but fail. It chew the banana and spit on henry.

Okay one scene is missing here. I didnt bother to draw it, cause it will take much time.
(yesyes im lazy here=X)

Next he take the plunger and plunge the elephant's ass, but fly off instead as he plunger the BIG ass.

lastly he took inject oliver oil into its ass.
woooh! it work!
The elephant shake vigorously.
And WEEE~~
The elephant let loose and the impact thrown henry to the floor. *LANDSLIDE.
Henry knock his head on a rock and fainted.

meanwhile the elephant continues on to..... shit on top on Henry!

He suffocated to death.
weeee.
END of story.

hows my story?
I know my storyboard was so-so-not-so-nice.
i rush through because of lion dance competition.

elephant was cute right? I KNOW! ehehehe

*
buoyant-ing.
buoyant-ing; its so funnnnn..

after my bro cut kopi's fur, kopi too crappy man.
no longer CUTEEE. so unlike me.
Spotted something weird?
Do pigs wear spec. Obviously not.
but somehow it look like MR.
we were at orchard jalan jalan, and we found star war characters walking on the street.
the spec look so familiar, doesnt it?

Im working through my ass here. Stay back in school till6 everyday that one week.
Kopi is so cute back then.
Sometimes when im working my ass through projects, and having difficult times, i think of my sisters. wonder what are they doing at that moment.

Shopping?
Having fun?
Studying?
Doing Projects?
Working though their ass off too?

Thinking that they are also working hard somewhere on earth, it motivates me to just work my way through too!
=D

UBIN AGAIN??
OR STEAMBOAT also can!
14 people at the table remember?

=D.

WHATS THAT?!

Kopi has been biting off the sofa legs.
So my mum stick chilli at all edges of the sofa.

So dogs eat chilli??

Harry Potter Mania

2007-07-11T17:23:00.000+08:00

OKAY.

i think a storm of harry potter mania is coming back.

or maybe not.

21st july!
the book is coming out.
weeeee.

im rottin...in class now.
its not like i have nothing to do.
its just. no mood.

im gg liondance later.
=.=

in 2 weeks..

2007-07-07T00:31:00.001+08:00

in this 2 weeks,
i have break down twice.

projects burying me.
worries overwhelming me too.
when the night is dark, the feelings just become too much to handle.
during the day, i work my way through, projects,projects,projects. ideas,ideas,ideas.

on bus, think of ideas.
eat lunch, think of ideas again.
back to class, implement the ideas.
go home, continue on projects.
wake up, same whole fucking routine again.

the funny thing is, the night after i break down and cry,
the next morning i still go to school with a smile. its like yesterday night never happen before.
because the emotion is not that strong anymore? probably.

hey.joy is hardworking.joy can handle these projects okay.

just that i dunno what the fuck im doing these projects for.
like there is no target and goals. except for that piece of diploma cert.
this is not really my interest.
this is not really my passion.
neither do i know what i want.
everyday im stuck on the thoughts of "i-want-to-quit-course."
i really want to. this is not i want. but hey...

i have no courage lah.

yesyes. im very stereotype.
who iszit?

if i think it from a very positive way,
just do it. get my cert. move on.

maybe i will be a happier person.

i nearly thought im suffering from depression.
how scary.

phew.

okay. its friday again.
how should i spent my sat and sun?

The moon does not lie.

2007-07-03T00:20:00.000+08:00

The moon does not lie.
It does not follow you when you are in a moving vehicle, say, taxi.

It does not seems to be bigger at one time, and smaller at another time.
It does not lie about it size, even if you try to take a round big moon on your camera phone, and you ended up with a around small moon on your screen.

The moon does not lie.
The human create lies.

We lied to others to save ourselves,
we say its a white lie.

The above paragraph is a white lie, trust me.

we lied to ourselves to feel better,
we say its self-comforting.

Its really self-comforting. Im not lying.
Try it and you know im not lying.

I got my mini cooper car model today.
I wanted a austin mini cooper car model for my project. But MR bought the mini cooper S model. Austin mini cooper car model is hard to find in shopping malls.

Although its a mini cooper S model, and not the austin that i needed, im still very glad.
I open the mini cooper model box like a anticipating child; slowly and carefully.
Thats when i realize, it actually means alot to me.

Because i can feel your effort.

I should learn to open my eyes wider.
I should learn to feel more things around me.
I should learn to appreciate small yet wonderful things,
and i should learn to enjoy life.

I don't have much time left to enjoy life.
Take it that i live to the age of 62.
I am 18 this year.
I had got 44 years of time left to accomplish so many things.
Its short.

Going around the world will take more then 80 days.

A person's biggest dream might actually be someone's else small, achievable task.
But not to worry.
You are you.

Everyone else are different.
Like what the f7 sisters always say,

The god is fair.

pretty but stupid;
ugly but clever;
pretty and clever = no bf;
ugly and stupid = blissful marriage;

12.48am alr!
SLEEP LIKE A LOG EVERYONE.

NIGHT.

bad day.

2007-06-29T20:01:00.000+08:00

I HAD A BAD DAY.

i just reached home.
why bad?

morning 8.30am, i drag myself out of bed to attend the worldskills competition training which starts at 9.30am.

i reach school at 10am.
and no one was there.

i call my tutor.
he say he's on MC.
he had already ask someone(a asshole who's not from my class and obviously doesnt have my number) to pass on the message.

OMG.

second time already.
last last week the same thing happen also.
just that tutor is not on MC.
there is simply no training during the holidays.

OMFG.

alright.
no training.
so i do my work till 1pm.
attend lesson till 2.30pm.
did my work till 6pm in school.

here comes the #$%^&*( part again.

i waited for bus from 6 - 6.30 just for bus 985.
bus 985 come. everybody board except me. because the bus is full already.
how sway.

i waited till 6.45.
thunderstorm is approaching. big winds. dry leave scattering everywhere.
bus 985w come.
i stupidly took that bus...(my mind is not right at that time anymore. wait so long. DULAN DULAN).

i board the bus alr then i realize bus 985w don't go to bukit batok driving center.

i forgot my pin u see. so i wanted to go there today.

i alighted and took bus 187.
reach bbdc at 7.20.
seems like its going to rain alr..

i went in BBDC. took a number....
and i went to one of their computer and try to log in again.
WOW. can log in already! amazing!
you know why?

all these while i thought my pin is **99**
but is actually **33**.

FUCK.
i wasted my time.
if i went home straight away,
i will have reach home at 6.30.

bad day.
bad day.

i came out from BBDC.
ITS RAINING.
i walk for a distance in the rain to the bus stop.
the bus has just left.
i waited for 15mins again.
just to get a ride home (1stop away).

bad day.
bad bad day.

right now.......
im waiting for mr yap to reach my place and go makan.

what a friday.

flea market.

2007-06-24T02:32:00.001+08:00

i have got............

about 100 very new clothes to sell away.

anyone knows the locations of flea markets around Singapore??

helphelp~~
=D

A Dream

2007-06-21T12:02:00.000+08:00

hi people!
i just woke up.

i have a dream today.

i can fly in the dream.
This is probably the third time i have the same dream; i can fly in the dream.

the previous 2 dreams i could fly up and high. very high. over the forest area at batok even.
this dream today, i cant really fly very high.

Because in the dream, in order to fly, i have got to swing my arms repeatedly,
holding on to my handphone.

my w850i sony erisson phone has got the function "flight".
(by the way, it really has got a flight mode in the phone. that is to use the mode when u are on the aeroplane.)

i just on the function "flight" like how i on the blue tooth, and i can start flying.

oya. the last 2 dreams were nice, relaxing. cause easy to fly ma.
today. this dream were sucky. i cant fly high, and although its at night..(in my dream, it always happen in the night), there were so many people on the street.

i have to keep swinging my arms to fly higher to prevent people from seeing me.

sometimes i fly real low, but nobody see me anyway.
i flies around the bukit panjang estate.
last time i spent my childhood there.

the first time i had this dream, i already tried jumping off a HDB building, and fly....

I COULD. and i fly very high.
First dream was fun fun.

today i try doing that in my dream, i still cant fly high. i dive all the way to the bottom instead, before i pick myself up and start swinging.
a few metre more to touch the ground already.

in this dream, there was a group of kids who can see me flying.
its very weird and scary to have the bunch of kids screaming around "she can fly".

whats more, the dream revolve in the night.
its like very dark.

a dark dream.

anyway i think i cant fly high this time is because my right arm(in real life) is really aching.
i went to arcade with yiling and linda and mr to play table honkey.
and now its aching.

okay enough. im hungry alr.
weird dream.
how come i didnt dream of any 4D numbers.
=.=

gec 2007.

2007-06-19T15:24:00.000+08:00

so finally,

its over.
stressed for 2 days in a row. its really nightmare for not being able to sleep when u really really want to. The responsibility put on u, the team work, and if u anyhow do, u bring down the whole team.

i have attended GEC 2007 on sunday and monday.spent 24 hrs for the challenge, with another 5 people whom are stranger at first. At the end of the challenge, we were friends. bonded well, team spirit!

on sunday, i slept for 3 hours and i went to the challenge. Rack my brain for 14hrs there and then went home, bath, eat, and work on the project till 3am again.

second day, i woke up at 6.30am and went to the challenge at SMU again.

from 8-3, we rushed for the project and finally.
presentation at 3.30pm.

in total of 27teams, we were the 3rd team to present.

well, in the end, we didnt win. we got a certificate of participation.
well. BETTER DEN NOTHING.
=D

it was a good experience lah.
but tiring like hell.

GEC 2007 stands for global enterprise challenge 2007. and it last for 24 hrs.
our project is, to create a game about global citizenship.

when we heard about GLOBAL CITIZENSHIP,
we were like. whats that. and to create a game prototype, business plan, and a business presentations in less then 24 hrs...?!

but when we finish presentation, after all the butterflies in the stomach and heart jumpin like having marathon, the exhaustion and hunger set in.
we didnt have any meals from 8 till 3.30.
we didnt have enough sleep from sunday till 3.30.

we were the team eagles.
before presentation. we were nervous like shit.

top: bernard from ITE, Sarruel from mongolia(overseas family school), ahmad from NP
bottom: alicia from raffles JC, ME from np, and cindy from nanyang JC.

after presentations. i quickly take down photos as i realize i wont be back again. SMU is a beautiful school. The view behind me.
they got rooftop garden in their library block.
we were sitted behind. right the second last row table. infront is all the other 27 teams.
somebody is giving a talk. Ya Kun international executive chairman is giving a talk.
the rest paying attention.
my mate; bernard. after presentation, we clear up the table. before that, its messy like.....
my tag.
the sticker beside my name. CUTE RIGHT.

=D.

i took 2 days to blog.=.=
yesterday i type halfway i went out.

today im in national library with tham, i post this up.

wee~

back to work.

as usual

2007-06-13T17:40:00.000+08:00

as usual,
i wake up to have my breakfast.
and then watch "john tucker must die" with mr. his pirated dvd, not mine.

see.
i support original.
he support limewire.

and now he is sleeping again.
while im typing blog entries on f7blog and here.
check emails. doing homework.

okay i have got nothing to blog.
or maybe i have.
maybe not.

ooo right.

i have.

BIG HUGS TO EVERYONE WHO CAME FOR THE MOVIE MARATHON!

it might mean nothing or just a small gesture to people to came,
but it means alot to me.
asking people or friends or relative to come to an event on a weekday is not easy.
some are busy. some went MIA when i ask them to come.
but nvm abt that.

all is well.
all is fine.

big thanks to yapmengrong from buying 10 tickets from me. u always say u will be there for me.and u are indeed.

big thanks to fenomenon 7. though sam and penny and linda and hf didnt come, u guys help me ask around looking for people to come to the marathon. xiexie! zhijuan i will come for yr event dun worry! tzeting, thanks~

big thanks to d6. rod and jo and nick and weiming and tham and shirlyn.

big thanks to tiffany and co. i mean... tiffany and her the other 2 friends.

big thanks to nicole and zuxian and yizhen. yizhen though u didnt come, but thanks for supporting right from the beginning. u girls agree to come straight upon me asking. im touched beyond words.

=D.

okay. now after all the BIG THANKS speech,
its time to do that damn I&E report.

the moon tonight

2007-06-10T04:32:00.000+08:00

spotted the moon??

look like a lamp from my phone.
in actual, its beautiful.
So pretty... prettyprettyMoon.

okay. its gonna be 5am alr.
got to meet the girls at 9am tml.
so gonna wake up at 8am.
late abit nvm i think.

the girls will understand. Beauty Sleep.

=.= HOW TO WAKE UP.

night and morning!

seriously.

2007-06-09T21:06:00.000+08:00

seriously im thinking about quitting my course one week back.
why?

animation.
not my interest.
as i getting more and more in involve in graphic design, the more i dun feel like studying for animation.

every tuesday, wednesday is the most stressful day... animation day.
thursday and friday is my fav.
near to weekend.
these days i have been visiting national library to look at graphic books.
its much much more fun then doing animation trust me.

see.
im not a animation person.
so why am i in animation course.
i cant figure it myself too..... choose wrong course. KNS.=X

well nvm. the society today require us to have a paper qualification. so typical, so stereotype. lets face it. we all need the papers. unless u are damn rich, have a sugar daddy to fork out your capital and fee. if u are not rich like me, we have to climb up from the beginning of the stairs.

start from below.

now mr is back home, i can concentrate and do my work now.

* Update about the Movie Marathon.

Hey i have to say sorry to all of u all whos coming for the marathon on this coming monday.
Me and my team went down to cathay to make payment for the movie marathon, and they didnt promise to give any $8 movie vouchers.

Its a miscommunication between us and cathay and throughout the booking and enquiry, its make through sending emails. Whenever i try calling cathay, the person in charge didnt pick up the call. So resulted in sending emails everytime.

Its my fault lah. I was the one in my team communicating with the cathay person - in - charge.
But i have ask more than 1 time about the $8 movie voucher.

And i got this understanding that we will be getting the $8 voucher when we make a hall rental. Lots of things happen in between that day when we went down to cathay.
All in all, we were all feeling stress and screw up after receiving the news that we wont have the vouchers.

Whats make people wanan come for the marathon?
3 movies = $21.
refreshment = $7

thats $28. we didnt charge more or charge lesser.
we charge just right.

and we thought the $8 voucher was a bonus to the event promotion.

in the first place, if there is no $8 voucher, i will have suggest just make a block booking, instead of hall rental, and make it a movie outing, instead of movie marathon.

see.
SCREW.

o well. at least i went out, talk to managment people outside, and hold a event.
Stressful man, to hold an event.
Thinking whether people will come anot.
Thinking if the event hold will run smoothly anot.

Well.

SORRY again for the $8 movie voucher incident!
We will be adding in a cash lucky draw; worth $100 in total.

there are 5 case prizes to be won.

psps!

=D.
though most didn't reply; i take as they are fine with it.
and

luckily the people i called are all close friends.
u guys support me THANK YOU THANK YOU!

*

damn im hungry.
okay. in holiday mood right now. Don't feel like doing anything.
But got to do something, or work will start accumulating.
Sam is not going sentosa tml. she has got attachment on monday! Take care take care!

The rest of us is going~
Penny is at genting though.
Penny~~ where are uuuu~ Soon your name will starts to sound unfamiliar to me liao. Didnt see you at lion dance. Didnt see you in school. Didnt meet up anymore on weekends to eat crystal jade @ jurong point. Didnt meet for lunch in school either. Didnt go for dinner together at every thursday. Didnt even call to talk cock.
wee~ i miss u.

see this entry; call me and talk cock okay?
U will soon have attachment like sam liao. Take care!

*

My elder sister went to Japan for a week. She went last week. AND she has been calling my hand phone -3G phone some more from japan.
My bro saw my bill, he is going to.. nag.

She called joey also.
AHAHA.
My bro saw her bill, he is going to.. faint.

i told my sister to call me when she reach Mt. Fuji.
If not don't call me.
She called me when she's in the hotel room.

=.='

shes coming back tonight.
im going to airport now to fetch her also.

EHEHEH. Actually im hungry. and for tonight's dinner my mum cook porridge. I dun wan eat porridge ah. Im damn fussy when it comes to food.

Go airport subian eat.

=D.
*

i needa find a job.
Dad is out of job now.
Only mum is supporting the house.
and she needs to clean the house up somemore.

any tuition jobs?

im lazy, and the easier way out is giving tuition.
unless thamtham wanna introduce me his $7 adidas part time job.

*

my dog has to put on this piece of shit around his neck.

cause he keep licking his itchy parts and it start to swell.
my kopi(dog) got along well with mr.
and mr(dog) got along well with me too.

so i have 3 dogs now.
tham.
kopi.
mr.
happy.

i needa go bath now and GET OUT of the house and head to airport.
I smell like mr.
Shit.

*
holiday.
it doesnt feel like.
so many things to do still.

eh

2007-06-03T12:59:00.000+08:00

i miss my f7 sisters.

WHEN WE GOING TO MEET.

i think when we meet, we got alot to talk about.

cox i have got alot of things to say.
COMEONCOMEON.

school holiday is coming,
just one more week,
we meet for kBOX wan?

and suntanning,
and... driving license.

but first i need to find a job to sustain my spending on learning to drive.
=D.

movie marathon!
im collecting money now, on monday.

bliss.

vesak day.

2007-05-31T16:36:00.000+08:00

WEEEEE.
public holiday.

public holidays. we all love it.
school holidays. even better.

i just came back from liondance chu shi.
the feeling is different.
without angie. zj.penny.rod.joel.
12 of us, left only 7 of us. plus year one members.

today reminds me of the first time we chu shi. for juboon, rem rem?
and when we are on the lorry, and its abt to rain,
reminds me of new year chushi.
tired. but feel nice.

i left 2 more projects.
and 2 assignments.

im gonna finish 1 of it by tonight.
MUST.

firstly, im going toilet to shit.

cya the other f6.
cya soon!=D.

i think i haven been seeing penny for 3 months.
linda for... 5 days?
fang for a month?
sam for 2 weeks?
ting for 3 hrs, i just see her in liondance chu shi.
juan for a week.

penny u gone missing?
=D.

Here I Am.

2007-05-24T13:42:00.000+08:00

Im waiting in the computer lab now @ 1.45pm.
my lesson release at 1pm.
and im still here.

AND MOST IMPORTANTLY,
im damn hungry.

hungry is the word man.

where are mr yap.
So LONGGG~~

*
Its thursday!
HAPPY~ WE ALL LOVE WEEKENDS MAN.

okay cya ppl.
Liondance later.
mcdonald later too.
Grill chicken foldover.

and doing website project later.
calling up the cathay people later.
graphic design training for worldskill'09 tml.
Website project continues tml too.
Saturday too.
Sunday too.

Its week 7 next week.
Datelines are approaching.

im determine to make this website thingy THE COOLEST SHIT THING and put in my portfolio.

damn.
im so hungry.
*

Contact me eh if u coming for marathon~

Smile,
joy

Movie Marathon!

2007-05-23T21:13:00.000+08:00

Pirates of the carribean!
Movie 1 and 2 and 3.

We will be organizing it for my events management module.

COME OKAY.
contact me if u wanna come.
i need to look for 12 people to come.
=D.

support me okay!

a tonne of work to do.

2007-05-22T19:40:00.000+08:00

the projects never seems to finish,

i cant see the light at the end of the tunnel.

phewwwww.

=(

My cousin and the wedding bells.

2007-05-14T21:27:00.000+08:00

okay.
back.

anyway, let me dedicate this entry to my cousin.
TAN LI PING.

u are married at the age of 19.
MAD OR WHAT?

but as long as u are happy.

okay?
BE HAPPY.
=D

When we were young. heng, joy, girl, ping.
as we grow up. joy, ping, girl.
she and her husband.

You have the courage to do what you want to.
No one have the rights to say whats right and wrong.

Congrets!

Inspiration.

2007-05-14T19:53:00.000+08:00

What motivates you in life?
What give you inspiration?
What is the factor that is pushing you on?

FOOD?
MONEY?
MUSIC?
MOVIE?
LOVE?
KNOWLEDGE?

*
I was listening to linkin park Minutes to Midnight,
i think this is their best album so far.
It makes you think.

I like the song Given Up.

AYA, i like all the songs lah.
=D.

I want to go sun tanning.
anybody?
Im turning white like chicken.

i dun like white chickens.
i like white papers.

too bad my skin doesnt look like white paper.
so i rather it to be tannedtanned like roasted chicken.

Life in:
the days are hectic.
the night are hectic too.
only sundays are relaxing.

time stop for me please.

never seems to learn enough stuff.
never seems to finish drawing animations.
never seems to end.

but thats good.

This shows that life is not wasted away.
okay,

my stomach hurts.
Think i needa go shit now.
I should take a break in my shitty lifestyle, and enjoy my time in toilet.

shitting is stress-free.
(unless u suffer from constipation lah)

Mad Blogger.com

2007-05-11T13:21:00.000+08:00

every night when i log in and try to type a entry,
blogger will go crazy and don't allow me to type.

so.

I TYPE IN THE MORNING LO. ohh its afternoon already.
IS meeting with my grpmates just ended.
Nothing much come out on the meeting.
blame on all of us didnt prepare anything beforehand.

okay. nvm, meet on monday again then..

er.
im craving for chocolate tutu kway from canteen one.
haven been eating that for DAYS already.
almost one week.

very nice eh the tutu kway.

but i sore throat, so i must keep away from chocolate for the time being.

wanna noe why i have sore throat??
that time i went to uncle ringo fun fair at woodland, causeway point there that area...
i took the 360degree ride thing.
i vomited.

i just have my crab feast dinner before i vomited eh.
so i vomit all the crab meat out. (and rice of cause).

so eek.

thus i have sore throat till now.
plus cough, plus block nose.

SUCKY.

okay.
i got to go class and do my portfolio assignment now.
drawdrawdraw. animationanimationanimation.

even kids now know how to draw flipbook animation.

http://www.kidzdom.com/tutorials/lesson5.swf

repost.

2007-05-06T11:12:00.000+08:00

TOOT.

blogger eatttttt away my entry.
it didnt publish out what i type just now.

okay then .

i should retype.

*
These days i have been signing out and in, in and out of blogger.
whenever i wanna type, something else will caught my attention and i will attend to that thing,
forgetting all about blogging.

that explains the emptyness on this blog. (*wind blow)
COLD~

anyway,
i watch retribution, that ghost movie.
AYA, it was way beyond using words to describe the show.
AWFUL.

i dun understand a shit about that show.
plusplus, the ghost can fly in that show.

ghost don't fly, do they?
imagine u bathing, then suddenly u see this ghost peeking at u through the window.
HOW CAN.
god must have make ghost wingless.
so that it is fair to humans.

yapmengrong choose the movie.
no taste no taste.

okay, and i watch wild hogs alr.
that was nice!

and i watch spiderman 3 with usual movie gang and the sisters yesterday night.
NICE LAHHHH! of cause, its spiderman 3 lehhhh!
BIG budgets movie.

throughout the movie, i was staring at the special effects, wondering how they did that.

past weeks i have been feeling stress in school.
when weekdays come, it feel sucky.
but lucky for me, yap.mr was there to absorb my stress.
crazy fellow.

when weekends come, I AM HAPPY.

and guess what!
WHATWHATWHAT!

next week is E-LEARNING week.
i dun have to go school.
but i still have too... for projects and liondance as usual.

no lessons in the lab = no stress.

=D.
HAPPY LIAO~

come to think of it,
i must be sick man.
why stress over modelling a 3D soccer ball and car.
practise makes perfect.

i used to tell myself that.
and im only a beginner.
learning animation is a never -ending journey.

Give myself more time.
SMILESMILE~

and lastly, i wanna tell the world.

YAPMENGRONG STOLE A METAL SPOON FROM THE TIMAH MARKET HAWKER CENTER.
he wanted to eat ben&jerry from the big tub that he bought. so he KOP a spoon, slide it into his pants pocket.

he must have love ben&jerry alot.
EHEHE.

okay the end.
im back to drawing animation.

cheers,
joy.

[a day without laughter is a day wasted.]

don't waste our youths. LALALA~

OKAY.

2007-05-06T11:01:00.000+08:00

If i were you.

2007-04-25T23:10:00.000+08:00

If i were you, i will blame everyone & the world.
If someone ask me to take it in my stride, i will say "fuck you".
It easy for outsiders to show their care and concern,
and everyone else knows its just sympathizing.

You are not me, you are just not in my shoes.
So i blame everyone & the world.
I chase away all that cares for me,
I was then left alone.

so alone.

*
Suddenly this comes to my mind when i was sketching randomly.
This proves that staring on a piece of messy sketches will makes ideas flow better then staring on a blank piece of paper.

smile a million=D

Birthday.

2007-04-23T15:59:00.000+08:00

today is my birthday.
23th april.
past 2 days i have been celebrating my birthday,
and today on the actual day itself, nobody ask me out. SOBSOB.
nvm!=D. im still happy! thanks d6 and f7 and xian and gh, wm, irwin, mr for the ubin trip yesterday.

we have FUNFUN. and CRAMPS in our legs now.
LOL.

*
my work showcase outside the classroom. im so proud of it.
i spent in total 10hrs to complete this assignment i think.
my kopi sleep this way in the middle of the night. abit .... nan kan.
this morning i wake up to find him sitting at a corner.
usually as i open my door, he will come up to me.

i find it abit weird... so i walk to him.
he injured his front leg. =.= since when man..
last night when i came back from ubin, he is still okay.
MYMY. my dog cant walk much now. =(

my classmate. zuxian and yizhen. i took these because i was too bored........
zuxian and lifei and nicole. the 4 girls whom i hang out with in class everyday.last time.
now that we have all end up in different class. but we still have lunch together!
my classmates of year one.

the floor. obviously.
and me. obviously too.
on the day when my family celebrated my birthday with me!
cakecake. im 18, WOOO. count the candles.!
my skill in cuttin cakes is power to the core man. anyone wanna employed me for cutting cakes?

bimbo.tic.
i remember i have photos of my ahgong's 92 years old birthday too!
so i just randomly post it up lah!
ahgong used to teach me how to catch birds with a bisket and stick with string.
he has a hard time blowing so many candles.
LALALA~
i had a hard time getting this photo from sam.
its in her hp for a very long time, and i never got the chance to take it from her.
why i want this photo u may ask....

cox my face look SLIM in this photo. MEIMEI DE.

f7. Ubin trip!
16 of us on a boat. i love the feeling when all of us are on one boat.
its like the feeling of friends forever.
greengreen. i love green.
seriously mister yap. u look gay in this pic. =X
sunset. i cherish the moment at ubin when all 16 of us got lost together, yongxian got hurt, my leg got stuck in the mud, the sharing of coconut drinks with ting, the houseflies house, the shiokness of cycling down the slope so fast, and when we all see the same sunset at the same time.

thanks!

=D

UBIN!

2007-04-21T17:10:00.000+08:00

yesyes! we are going to ubin tml to celebrate hf and my birthday.
finally im reaching 18 on this coming monday.

181818.

nice to be 18!.

*
empty words again.
where is the trust.

why should i bother.

2007-04-17T22:22:00.001+08:00

yes.
why should i care in the first place.
its up to u to do whatever you like...
its not as if im yr mother.

i feel my concern for you is not appreciated.
i am worried for you, yet you dont seems to get it.
i told you this, you always forgot that.

you want to do it your way; go on.
you throw my words into the bin; you dun give a shit abt it.
why should i care.

why dun u get it.
why do things that make me worried and angry at u.

the reason is simply u forgot.

your old excuse.
and forever your sorry.
i dun need it fuck.
i really dun need the sorry part.

since my concern is not appreciated,
since u noe i care, u still do it.

forget it.

no matter how i ramble on,
it will happen again iszit it.

if u feel that i have shown too much care and concern, tell me.
so that,

the next time, it happen again, i probably wont give a damn.
and i wont get piss off.
and you can save the sorry and escape my nagging or whatsoever.

iszit that a beautiful resolution to this vicious cycle.
=) tell me mister yap.

100th post.

2007-04-16T22:00:00.000+08:00

OHH today is 16th of April.
school reopen.

fill of people and activites.
youthful and young.
whats better then creating a carnival-style environment for the year one students to bland in with np.

at the end of the day,
tired is the word.

i miss class today.
=D.
lucky its nothing important.
week one is always so boring.....
orientation week. everything else like lessons start at week two for my course.

and

week seven is always so stress.
because projects dateline are approaching.

*
you blow my monday blues away.

nizlopi- jcb song

2007-04-16T00:22:00.001+08:00

London bridge is falling down. again.

2007-04-15T23:09:00.000+08:00

ever wonder what u want to do with your life?

life's short.

you want to get serious and accomplish something that makes a different to the world?
or
you live for yourselve and do whatever things you want, make yourselve happy?

i cant decide.

whether i want to the latter or be the accomplisher- the great one.
and its has to depends.

its not as if i want to a accomplisher, i will be.
i choose to the first one now.

when difficulties get me, i start wondering and have second thoughts.
forget it.
just be a happy-go-lucky siaocharbo.

iszit that easier?
much easier.

i just ignore everyone's feeling, and do whatever i think will make me happy.
i think cutting off that cat's tail will fill my day, makes me happy.

so i do it.

i think throwing firecrackers at cars makes me thrill, makes me happy.

so i do it.

i think you sucks, and your face shouldn't exist in this beautiful world, so i throw acid at your face. It give me the kick, and makes me happy.

so i do it.

i don't give a damn.
its all about myself.
life's short.
why should i bother with rules, and other people.
it's me im living for...
im the unique one.
im the special one.
im a non-conformist.

im joy.

(so self-centered.
disgusted*)

okay. the scenario change.
life's short.
i want to be someone great.
i want to achieve my one million before i reach 30.
i want the world to remember me.
i want my name to be leave in history.
i want to makes a difference to this pathetic world.
i want to save the world.
i want to save the animals and stop deforesation with whatever mights i have.
i want to win the most gold medal for singapore.
i want to be the prime minister of singapore. (okay maybe you only aim to be a member of parliment)
i want to be the first singaporean singer to achieve a grammy award.

achiever.
u can aim to be a achiever in the physical or emotion way.

do you want to?

or you just want to be my friend, who get old with me, crack nuts with me, and we gossip and bitch till we get too old to even speak.

the average plain jane or joe who work from 9-5. goes to ladies night after work, get a guy or girl, fall in love, get married, bore a child, grow old have wrinkles, worried about trival things like "do my hubby love me still?", and "am i getting bald?"

i don't know what i want with my little life.

船到橋頭自然直。

不是嗎？
不要強求就好了。

i feel like drinking mutton soup.

i went out with sam today.
i tell you!
she is mad about daren..
=D.

okay. school tml.
and it sucks.......

missing child.

2007-04-12T15:46:00.000+08:00

i wake up this afternoon, when my mum enter my room to remind me to pick up bell from school later.

i said okay i will.

i reach her school at 1.30.
5 mins late den usual.
usually my mum will reach at 1.25 to pick her up.

i waited at the gate, rain start pouring down. its getting heavier and heavier.
i open up my fav vintage umbrella...

5 mins passed.
i didnt see her.

another 5 mins passed.......
im starting to feel worried.
i called my mum,
"hello. where do bell normally wait at?"

"at the gate lo. you didnt see her ah?"

....
my mum ask me to search around the school for her.
meanwhile she call her kakis friend if bell is with her.

i didnt see bell around.
my mind was thinking omg. this kind of missing child case wont happen to my family right.
i should have leave home earlier. wtfwtfwtf.

i walk one round around the school, carefully scanning every student face,
in case i miss out on her.
and then i walk back to the gate to see if she's there.
nope.

not there.

my mum called.
she say bell is with her friend.

and ask me to go to coffeeshop to meet her now.

DAMN.

i slowly walk to the coffeeshop.
the moment i see bell.
i shout at her,
"WHY YOU FOLLOW OTHER PEOPLE?"

the whole coffeeshop people was looking at us.

to fight with the loud thunder and rain sound,
my next sentence was even louder.

"HUH. WHY DIDNT U WAIT?"

bell's eyes start to get watery. her eyes flicker elsewhere, avoiding my stare.

i push her shoulder in the most ahlian style way.
she start crying.

and then we all have lunch and went home.

damn. make me so worried.
okay im gg for class BBQ later on at parkway at night.
very far.

and its raining.

sian.

Yesterday.

2007-04-10T21:29:00.000+08:00

wake up early to go to liondance dry-run performance.
Its sian.
and hot.
and hungry.

because i was hungry.
so i wasnt in the mood to help out much,
much less to say to listen to the incharge who is speaking non-stop.

eating is the most happiest thing that can happen to me.
after lunch we went to clean the clubhouse cupboard.

kenneth. playin with rodney.
THERE. i say.
the rest were in their own deep thoughts.... while i happily finish up my chicken rice.
this is ken and rod's creation. they simply just dump everything in the cupboard onto the floor.
old dusty cupboard. i never know clearing up that big pile of rubbish is that funnnnn~

see what we found! the tiger was awesome. but why is that dragon blue in color.
blue dragon just doesnt look wow.
and we found this power ranger sword. GOGOPOWERRANGER.
and this. what is this called? waistbelt? latest season design!
modelled by...... KEN.L.
this doll look spooky lah. with her broken arm dangling one side.
ting say she wanna set green background for me to take the picture somemore.

i try taking again. and the photo look even more spooky.
Leon head. =.=

we even found barbie. whose hair can be move up and down.
chinese opera mask.
anyone wanna bid?
martial arts book 武林密幾。
we were slacking outside while ting and leon were cleaning the trouphys.
=X.opps. they were looking at..
my slim harvannas. gold color.. easy to get dirty.

they were still playing with the powerranger sword.
=D.

now that we have clean up the cupboard.
we were all smelly and dirty.

so we have lunch again, and shooooo home.

i rem i yell at zhijuan on the phone yesterday.
i ask her if she knows today got lion dance.
she say she forgotten. in her nonchalant tone.

i look at ting. she has send out 2 smses that long to every member to remind there is liondance on tuesday.
and u simply say "ohhhhhhh,i forgot" , in the most "i dun give a damn" tone.

ting look expressionless. and when i told her, she's just sigh and never say much.
i was the one more agritated then her.

i know the feeling. i msg everyone before to get their shoe and tee size number. and its only one sms that long.
i msg all of them at 9am. asking all to reply me asap.
angie was the last to reply me at 4plus.

she was working cant blame.

juan add on to say she cant go out today anyway.
if u didnt add on this sentence, i wont have get so heated up and yell man.
anyway, its yr freedom to come or not.

and when i called u that time,
i haven eaten yet.
a hungry man is a angry man.

so whatever it is,
sorry for yelling at you in the phone.
i forgot its your freedom to come or not.

=D.
smile juan~

2weeks..

2007-04-08T16:35:00.000+08:00

this 2 weeks i have been busybusy.
time practically flys.

lastlast sunday i went to this pet carnival.
saw different types of dogs. cute ones, small ones, ugly ones, BIG ones.

all kinds.

i suddenly realize my kopi is not consider a small dog. he is a medium size dog.
small dog means the size of my palm.
that is called small dog.

mini dogs are sooooooo cute lah.
i can simply kill them by just gently squeeze their neck.
so vulnerable.
their feet is 3 times smaller then my kopi feet.

imagine what happen when i happen to ACCIDENTLY step onto their feet.
will it wince? or bleed first?

MUAHAHA.anyway,

photos.

look at that dog feet. SMALL RIGHT. the bone will break if i step his feet i think.
and his head will probably come off if i pull his collar lash too hard.
too bad i didnt take his face. this dog has a interesting face.
A dog with pig face. mix breed?
A big. dog. his owner size is big too.
i am fascinated by this dog that i keep following him and take photos.
he is really BIG.
SEE BIG. other then BIG, i cant think of other words to describe it.
his action is slow, lucky.
if this dog can move fast, it will be scary.
dajie. patting him.
bell. touching his butt. thats called molest.

this thing here fascinated me too. its a BIGBIG poodle.
look so fake. dunno why i find poodle abit er xin.
4 schnauzers! can u spot kopi??~
this dog has a human look face.
WAH MY FAVOURITE DOG OF THE DAY.
Schnauzer! MINI MINI schnauzer. its 2 time smaller then my dog. very cute right!

my younger sis with another mini dog.
me with another mini dog too.
i cant own a mini dog, i will have this tendency to kick dog's butt.
just like how i have the fetish for old uncle wearing yellow crors shoe, riding a scooter.

i reach home, and try taking a photo of my kopi.
AYA, that mini mini schnauzer is much cuter den kopi leh~
why dogs have long eyelashes? for what. it should be implanted into human's eyes. rightright.
when kopi was smaller, he looks cute. btw, this photo is thamtham contact display picture in my hp. tham are u honoured?

that day linda bought her dog to my house.
WAHLAO, her dog bully my dog lo.
kopi was so friendly.

okay enough of dogs.
now work.
this 2 weeks i have been working for np admin.
first week was boring, i bring books to read everyday.

ghost stories book.
cleo magazine.
her world.
i was so free to even plan liondance meeting stuff and future plans.
i was writing poems too!

leon and ting came to look for me to pei me talk, while i was working somemore.
thanks. make my time pass faster. =D.

my name tag that has been with me for 2 weeks.
this is my crappy colleague, peiling.
she also makes e time pass faster for me.
whats more, shes in business studies, and she know that skinny 123.
and she is also a taurus. her birthday falls on 25th April.

no wonder we click siaocharbo~
another colleague cum friend.
i have nothing to do waiting for the new intake students to come into the lecture hall,
so i make this.
flip behind, and this is my reminder to myself. it happen such that i have to do my enrollment that day.
talk about enrollment.....

my enrollment appointment was at 2pm.
my break starts at 12.30om, so we decided to go out of school to eat our lunch.
u noe, canteen food sucks.
we went mac to eat.

when we finish our food at 1.15, it started raining very heavily.
and i start to panick. i have to use the laptop at school to enrol for my IS.
What if by 2, the rain still have stop?
how to go back to school???

lucky, we manage to share a cab with a SIM student, who was also stuck in the rain.
She got the cab first, and ask if we wanna share.

=D how lucky.

on thursday, my colleague brought chocolate easter eggs for us!
see the paper work behind?everyday we have to sort out papers.
GREEN EGG!
i was prancing around the office, (bored u see. can slack just slack abit lah holhol)
and then i saw thamzhihao name.
on the enrollement package.!

congret doggy! finally u are reunion back with yr owner , ME.
welcome to np!
peiling was sorting out paper till she chance upon this form.
with the name saddam hussein on it.
that was the student name.

i love this photo. i dunno why.
office.

i learn alot in this 2 weeks while working for a school organization admin.
they are efficient.
they have alot for paperwork to sort out.
they have to handle weird and nasty demanding parents who diedie want their child to enter a particular course.

we see desparate olvl, ite graduates everyday.
come to appeal, or register for a course.

or color-blind students coming up and say they wanted to remain in their course, dun wish to be transfer to another course.

too many cases. im like watchin drama everyday.

lalala~=D last day of work.

okay below is some random recent photos.
bell.with her mum's new SE phone. the new flatflat phone.
cool. very cool. cause its so flat.

mr yap has lousy phototaking skills.
my papa.
ohh the finale.
my photo.

i have finally finish ming's project that sunday when i didnt sleep at all.
the next day i still have to go for work.
pimple outbreak. =(.
the red bumps are back. sian.

i was thinking.
how do you define good and bad?

good music and bad music. is that such things?
as long as it sounds pleasing to my ears,
its good?

good movie and bad movie.
as long as it has the usual plot, starting, sequences, climax, resolution,
its a movie?

good friends and bad friends.
as long as we care for each other,
we are friends?

good student and bad student.
as long as u score well,
u are a student every teacher will be proud of?

good person and a bad guy,
how do u tell?

its all in our styrotype thinking, isn'it so?

Friend.
whats the use of having a good friend who cares for u,
but wont help u out when the need arise.

whats the use of having a good friend who cares for u,
but always giving u the shitty attitude "you-cant-live-without-me".

we all love ben&jerry icecreams.
its good! we all know.

but my ahgong will say the potong red bean icecream taste even better.

i am still around.

2007-04-03T23:07:00.000+08:00

tons of things to blog.
but right now im lazy,tired,and sick.

lets make the appointment on this coming weekend.

i update everything i want to update on this coming good friday.

~~

im still alive.and kicking.

A bus trip.

2007-03-26T19:55:00.000+08:00

Sitting beside the glass panel,
looking out to the familiar buildings.
The bus trip home feels so nice.

after staying in an air-con place for 10 hrs, reading just magazine and books,
sitting down, occassionally standing up to serve customers.....

i feel so.sian neh.

ahahah!

i was on bus 947 as usual after work.
and this angmao uncle board the bus. and find a seat infront of my seat.

at the next stop, the bus start to get crowded. people are filling in.
there is this daddy and son( in childcare uniform) who has no seats and have to stand.
this angmao uncle and the malay girl beside him stood up and give their seats to them.

its so nice of them.
its like so rare to see such things happening around.

as the bus turns to a corner, i saw a lion dance troupe performing.
and i actually alighted one bus stop earlier to get down the bus and watch them perform.

something must be wrong with me.

OKAY im damn hungry. should go and look for dinner now.
2 more day of work!
blog again later!

i am feeling......

2007-03-22T23:26:00.000+08:00

moody is the word.

because i was laughin like crazy awhile ago.
and den i start to feel damn bored.
after 2 hrs, im depressed.

too bored- makes u think- and u get depress.

im so tired.
maybe because i only sleep for 3 hrs and went to work for 10hrs.

my head weigh a tonne now.
it means i have a big head.
and it also means i have a big brain.

so u get what this entry is about already??

its about joy having a big brain and calling herself smart.

told u im bored and moody alr. *stomp my feet in rueban-ish style.

Troubled.

2007-03-19T21:39:00.000+08:00

KBOX YESTERDAY~~

Kbox. our first time at lvl 8 kboxxing.

She's the mic holder.

linda says shes the singing queen.

look at the table. kind of dirty ah.

linda feel blind.
WE ARE HAPPY~~

after kbox session, linda came to my house.
for WHAT?

to play with my dog.

dun tell her she's being shoot.
after that we went bowling at CDANS.
at 12midnight.
Our lady's night have begin...

she look like she's going to fall. if fall, she confirm score a STRIKE.

Our special Lady's Night. lalala~

First round results. i won linda!
with 2 zeros infront, i still won her.
so obviously, im happy..
and she's not very happy.

second round, halfway through, we got the same score. Tension starts to build in...

linda and her new phone.

second round results. i win by a BIG margin, even though i sucks in bowling.
i cant bowl.
i can roll.

after bowling, we feel hungry and went to eat porridge at 24Hr gombak kopitiam.
our usual suppermakan place.

after supper, we feel fat, so.... guess what we do.

AHAHAHAHA! linda says it helps in digesting.
at 3am in the night, we were playing with this,
makin a din outside people's flat.

not very nice i know. but we were happy.

me and my still oily face.
we went home to change and wash up and meet later on to jog.

at 5a.m in the morning, we were at 24Hr gombak shop and save,
SHOPPIN.

linda says she want to buy WangWang GuoDong. =.=

Then we decide to go to kopitiam to have our breakfast.

i rem when i was young, i always have this for my breakfast.
as i grow older, i wake up later, and seldom eat breakfast in the morning anymore.

at 5.30am.
linda 变成KOPITIAM 啊嫂。

nono. she help me bring over my breakfast eh. how sweet!
thanks linda. i still owe u breakfast money ok.
then we start to notice this cat.

we always have all these for breakfast during the yusof time.
right fang?

every morning i will meet linda for breakfast outside yusof kopitiam.
i miss the days back man.

after breakfast both of us end our lady's night. and went home to crush our beds.

Stuck.

2007-03-17T13:02:00.000+08:00

The moon shines on you,
the stars shine on its own.
The viewer reach out her hand,
sneak the sky into that empty pocket.

But it no longer shine,
the moon and the stars.
The two ends are burning out.
she has bited her tongue.

That loaded pocket is emptied,
with hope that they will still shine.
The sky that belongs,
it's so near yet so far.

A galaxy away,
she has found her skyway.
Previous possession still haunts,
therefore, she stays.

Have you ever feel stuck somewhere?
got stuck in the life?
just did your business and found that there is no toilet paper in the cubicle?
having to decide to stay in the queue or to rush for that next bus?

DAMN. im hungry.
wheres my chicken rice?

AHAHAH! i remember leon and lion dance chu shi when i speak of chicken rice.
We have chicken rice for our 3 meals in a day.
remember remember?

HURRAY PART 2

2007-03-14T13:50:00.000+08:00

A picture shows a thousand words.
thus, ill show pictures instead.

GPA of 3.3.
=(

its lesser then last sem of 3.5.
sian eh.

and with no AD somemore.

okay. i gg bathe and out later again.

HURRAY

2007-03-14T13:22:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling sick yesterday so i went straight to bed quite early.
AND I WOKE UP THIS MORNING,

i realize its 14march alr
our result is coming out today neh.
and thamzhihao's appeal result was out yesterday.

and the good news is i changed by HP. number, and didnt update Npal.
so they cant sms me my result.

the bad news is im too nervous to check out my result on net now.
i was feeling nonchalant previously about the result man,
and right now when i think of what my GPA will turns out to be,
i get nervous.

so contradicting.

last sem was GPA of 3.5.
this sem?
will it be better?? or ..

LALALA~im having sweaty palms now.

ok.ill pluck up my courage to check later on.
*shug.

its scarier then watching scary movie 4.

Bacon Bread.

2007-03-12T21:54:00.000+08:00

i like to eat bread with bacon.
not just any bread, it must be whiteee breaddd.

=DD.

This coming Sunday kbox meeting, everyone will be going right?
except for Sam. So ill make 6 bacon bread for u all okay!?

its edible.
Don't Worry! My cooking skill confirm chopchop better then Juan's.

anyway i sleep till 3pm today,
woke up by this call from school.
I have previously apply for a sale assistance job for Creative.Technology through NPal, but it seems like they have enough people.
So my job application was push to some admin job, for the E-enrollment thing.

ill be working from 19th march to end of march.

OYES, im employed.
it means im one step nearer to buying my Nikon D80 SLR.

lalalalalala~

i woke up from that call, and then have a bacon bread. (yes bacon bread again)
and went jogging.

SOMEBODY mentioned to me that i have FAT LEGS.

anyway, this time round i was better,
i jog around durnean for one full round without stopping.

the next time i must jog for 2 rounds.

reach home eat my lunch cum breakfast and watch a DVD.
damn.
at the end of the movie, there was no ending.
Apparently, there is part 2 for this movie.

#$%^&*()

ohh and i bring kopi for his 3rd vaccination today.
The vet sounds like she is reprimanding me for delaying to bring kopi back for his IMPORTANT injection.

i have delayed in making the appointment for 2 months.

i was busy u see.
or maybe lazy.

okay thats what i have done today.
i should end my day with maybe a ben&jerry icecream.
NAH! so late alr,
go where to get a ben&jerry man~

go downstair mama shop and qingcai get any wall's brand icecream.

men are all saddistic.

2007-03-10T16:03:00.000+08:00

One day, when tom was on his way to school, he saw a big crowd crowding around something. Everyone was discussing ear to ear about something.
He went nearer to check out what was going on.

and he found a little girl lying lifelessly, on the floor.
No one was giving any help.
People around her was plainly discussing why is she on the floor, who is she and etc etc.

Men are saddistic creature.
We love to be a part of everything.
Yet its all for the wrong purpose.

For example, charities show.
we have to see dark, sad videos on how this particualar old patient was going to die before we all get TOUCHED and start picking up the phone and dial 1900-112-whatevercrap to donate $5.

And why do we watch charities show?
Bacause you don't have cable tv subscribed thus, force to watch what is left to watch on plain, boring channel 8 or U.

Or because, of the daredevil action packed stunts perform by the artists.
If some artists got injured during the performance, it will become a BIGBIG thing in which the next day, it will become the headline on The New Paper.

Or if some artists seems like performing some life threathening stunts, it will become the headline too.

Every year same thing, whats the novelty about it.
Yet people still enjoy watching you know.
Contridicting.
You watch these shows, and the next thing you do is to critisize how shallow the shows are, by performing these stunts to attract donations call.

Im better.
i watched the charity shows(because i don't have cable tv at home)
and i don't make donation calls. (even though im touched)

The only exception is that, ill make donations calls for NKF charity show.
They offers me to win something. condo, car, credit cards, cash, and ... alarm clocks when i help to collect money for the charity card.
(remember? the NKF charity card we used to do in primary school?)

i make a $10 donation and i receive a alarm clock FREE!
that MR. Tan help in millions dollars donation and durai give him a $20,000 cheque.

see, human are saddistic men.

im not happy.

2007-03-10T00:09:00.000+08:00

i just came back from mac.

and went to discuss ming's friend project at there.
its his friend's school project.
yet it seems like i have to do 80% for the work.
ming did 19.9%.
his friend?

probably 0.1%.

doesnt sounds very right, right.

its yr module project on building a website.
and u approach me for some help.

i say okay, u can call me up to ask for help if u need to.

in the end, it ended up as me HELPING to do the website.
so what is his friend suppose to do?

go to flickr.com download some photos and copy paste some articles.
thats it?

oya have to edit the article and summarize it too.

seriously, the flash project wasnt difficult.
and i actually enjoyed working on flash.

my own flash project took me 2full days to finish it.
its really wake up, eat lunch, sit infront of the study table for the whole day till dinner time, go for dinner, bath, come back work on the project~~

%^&*() on and on and on~~~~

u see..
i think its unfair.
im doing the work, yet u get the credit for it.
its not MINE project.

u ask me why i have to help?
its a damnnn long story.

anyway, i learnt my lesson.
next time i'll charge a fee if anyone approach me to help.

=DD.

Another Day

2007-03-08T17:20:00.000+08:00

i wake up at 1pm as usual.

the liondance training yesterday yao wo de ming.
my legs and hands and arms and body are like getting heavier, cant climb out of bed~

anyway.
i wake up, eat lunch with mum and bell.
and embarked to jurong point on my own.
(becox penny dun wan go JP with me =_( )

LOL! she have to go her mum's office to help.
whether she went to help, or she went to create troubles at the office by helping,
im not too sure.

=X

i cut my hair, and leave JP and head home.
later have to meet ming and his fren to do a project.

ill post a entry after i come back, regarding on my unhappiness over this particular project.

AHHHH

2007-03-08T02:12:00.000+08:00

i was typing an super long email to a tee-printing company to ask for quotes on tee printing.
and just when i was typing halfway through,
i suddenly have this instinct that the browser might hang.
and i was thinking of saving the email first.

but i trust it lah.(actually i was lazy to save it)

and when i finally finish typing after 20mins,
(i had to phrase my sentences properly)

i click on "send".

guess what.
the browser went "page cannot be found".
okay runtime error.

shit u.
so was the email send out anot?
im not very sure too.
it better did send out.

im lazyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to retype.

this post exists because i cant slp.

2007-03-07T02:29:00.000+08:00

that day,
i saw a designer on orchard street.
"wow she must be a designer," i thought to myself.

the first thing i notice about her is her shoe,
er,

YELLOW SLIP ON.
with mickey and characters on it.

den she has got short above the ear bob hair.
with her thick plastic looking black frame spec.

and her 2 times bigger tee, matching the ever baggy pants.

shes big in size for a woman.

yesterday
i bring kopi down the kopitiam to buy my lunch.
as i walk into a blk,
i met another dog owner around my age, grabbing onto the rope that holds a jack russell.
and that damn jack russell got so excited over my kopi, no matter how the guy try to pull his dog, his dog just wont move.

if he dun move, i cant move, how am i going to the kopitiam to tabao my pork soup.

anyway, lets cut short the story.
the dog move eventually, and we headed the same way to kopitiam.
kopi got damn excited too.

so in the kopitiam, 2 dogs are looking at each other excitingly, barking at each other from one end,
while the 2 dog owners ignore each other existence and just tabao their food.

when heading back, i force kopi to jump over a small drainhole.

he was afraid of jumping. he never dare.
so i pull him real hard and he...
bobian have to jump with me lo.

LOL!

and there he goes, he jump and we lalala~ head home.

today

i put on my jogging shoes and..
i went jogging around durnean sec.
one round, and i give up.

hell. i sweat and i feel better.

i haven been exercising for past 3 months.
so im getting more and more unfit.
MUST jog at least once everyweek. if not ill get fatter since i eat bacon everyday.

_______________________________________________________________

fuck.
im not yr maid,
im not beneath you.

dun talk like u noe me inside out and bloody command me.

________________________________________________________________

now lets talk about

tomorrow

lion dance meeting tml.
and gg to accompany juan to get her first dog in her life!
=D. it feels like the feeling i have when im getting my dog that time.

love letter to u.

2007-03-04T03:26:00.000+08:00

and friends.

a friend just ask me "do i like my current life".

i reply "i love my life now."
and he say he is envious of my life.
thus, i reply "i have my own misery and pain too".

"but i have great people around me helping me out"

i have people who care for me.
i have friends who will standby me.
i have alot of best friends who will always hear me out.
whereby some people in this world wont even have one.

im contented.
whats money and gold and results man?
(but i still love money k)

thanks for loving me,
my heart goes out to everyone. =D

heartheart,
joy.

liondance tml at 9 and im not yet asleep
^&*@#$%^&*()^

chu shii.

2007-02-24T23:30:00.000+08:00

lets see..
my kopi's ass will be on fire again.
im gg to set fire on his ass so that he will learn not to pee right outside the toilet floor again.

im very sway to keep stepping onto his pees whenever i come out from the toilet.

***

liondance chushii.

whenever we are moving from one place to another, we'll be resting.
ting,angie,juan.

and chester.

and then there will be folks like me who cant slp and look around here there everywhere.

another one caught in action. sleeping. leong ah leong~

this photo has got a story behind it. thats why juan is laughing till like that!

kenny and the cute guy. kid i mean, CUTECUTECUTE.

rod is tired too. look at the tissue box in his hand.
even asleep he must hold on to the box of 200sheets of tissues.
P.S: tissues sponsor by penny's mum. taken from her mum office.

look at how long and precise the words is.

cute anot.? can u make out wat is it?

***

i found these photos in my uncle's photos album recently, when i went to his house to bai nian.
can you spot me?

it has been a year since i last wrote on my black diary.
thats a good things.
bacause, only when major things happened or anything that seriously trigger my emotions, then ill start to pour everything out to my diary and i can go on writing for like say, 3 pages.

im going to go write my diary now.
hope the next time i write it, by then i am already 20 or something.
=D

offday.

2007-02-13T00:14:00.000+08:00

today was programming exam. im dead tired back from work,
i set alarm at 2a.m to take a nap first, so that i can study later.

ticktockticktock. . .

i woke up at 6a.m in the morning.
i didnt hear the alarm ring.
i study as much as i could, and went to school.

the paper is.. difficult.
=.=

finally is the 12th. off day.
i have been working everyday 10am-10pm for a week. time is like flying in these past few days. it feels like i have not seen the 7's for a long time. i can understand what fang means when she say she miss 7's.

anyway, my job~~ is to sit around and slack the whole day. and play afool with the people over there. the girl sitting beside my booth is damndamndamn funny i tell u!
her actions, her expressions, even unintentionally, will make me laugh and laugh and laugh.
with her, time pass very fast.

i try to study at my work place, i end up highlighting a sentence and went to playplayplay instead.

this girl name is melissa. she is.. blur like zhijuan.

small oranges! sweet and nice~ but too sweet for me.
they brought it at giant.
talking abt giant..

i was queuing up to pay for my pack of bacon at the express counter in giant@IMM. it was already like 10.15pm and everyone is doing their new year goceries shopping at night. so its very crowded.

i patiencely queue to pay and when its my turn,
this women cut my queue.
wo hen angry.

very pissed man.
pisssss.
i cannot tahan people cutting queue.
its like snatching away my fav bacon with bread, just when i was about to put into my mouth.

when im bored. everyone else there is bored. we have to entertain ourselves..

my booth is facing the laserflair (vcd shop) directly infront. and i get to watch tv everyday; 12hr a day.
but they play kid's cartoon like,, fairytopia 3.
wtf is that.

mongolian handcraft hats.
i ask the mongolian lady things about tibet.

the 4 girls know each other from sec school.. they reminds me of sec school.

**
im so lazy to go back to work tml. but i have too.
i wish i wish,, for one more day of offday.

i come to know about this online shopping website.
they sell clothes that look alike to topshop and forever21 and etcetc.

indiesin.livejournal.com/

i have alr set my eyes on something over there. =X
ohh im gg to spent money again.
i got my supermario tee and its damn cute and nice lah.

k time to slp. night!

its seems like a long time..

2007-02-08T00:12:00.000+08:00

since f7 last gathering.
i am like rotting in IMM these days.

if u ever visit IMM these days to go to giant and buy yr new year stuffs,
look for me.

people there are nice. fun interesting people.
WAHA
WAHA
WAHA

i got my W850I.
wuhuuu~ whitewhite
fang got the black one.

k i have to sleep now.
night~

politics.

2007-02-01T10:22:00.000+08:00

i love political stuff.
i dunno why. its veryveryvery interesting to me.

i should have choose to go to ACJC ah. general paper confirm chopchop can score well.
=X

Yesterday was sis's bf bd. so we sing him a birthday song, blow and bd cake. and the whole family starts to sit down and talk about politics.

not singapore own politics. PAP is the biggest winner in politics here, what else if there to say. yesyes under the leadership of PM Lee, we are improving... and getting somewhere finally.

however,
singapore global political relationships with the other countries.
we are friends of ASIAN, nono we are part of it.
we are friends of UN, nono we are part of it too.
we are friends of indonesia, malaysia, and thailand.

or are we still good friends?

definately not enermies. singapore cant afford to have enermies lah, come on.

3days ago..
Indonesia.
they banned exporting of sand.
why?
why ban a source of revenue for themselve?

because they are not happy with us for IR?
so they show their displeasant by banning sand export and.. we will have no sand to built IR.
my assume.
just when the construction industry is blooming, just when our economic is picking up, they decide to sell us sand no more. (oyee no more no more~)

but then we have the backup sand.
experts are saying "we can used other source then mainshore sand like underseaground sand".

and then here comes malaysia.
Yesterday, johor minister are saying johor flood is solely resulted by singapore land reclamation in sea area between the straits.

while singapore has respond by saying the truth of the johor flood was a result from the recent heavy rain.

as simple as that.

finally, thailand.
seriously whats the hype about an ex-prime minister stopping over singapore to have a meal of bak ku teh with a old friend. in this case, this old friend a senior minister.

its only bak tu teh.
we dun stop visitors from coming to sg to have a meal of bak tu teh.

the thaskin selling shares to singtel comm.
the winning of soccer match 2:1 in the asian cup ytd night.

wuu~ lucky im not in jc.
asking me to criticise and giving my 2 cents worth comments on politics was easy.
asking me to write en detail essay on "how to solve the current situations" was hard.

a white lie.

2007-02-01T01:32:00.000+08:00

i think i have sleeping disorder.
i never seems to sleep enough.

lala~ i was late for 9am presentation today, because i overslept. i wake up at 9.damn lucky man. a call wake me up!

whenever i have a important presentation, my fren will always manage to call me at my hp, asking me if i wanna meet her at interchange to go to school tgt.

and on these rare occasions when she call me at my hp, it always happen on the days when i have major presentations and i overslept.

lucky righttt.

nvm. i reach school at 10. get a bread from canteen 2 and then went to support liondance performance at the library. i was suppose to be there de lor. overslept so, you xin wu li.

anyway i merely pass by the library, so i stopover for awhile and watch them from a distance. the security guard didnt allow me to go over. there's some prestige guests from ministry of education ah. =.=

and then i continue to embark on my journey from canteen 2 to FMS block. my cousin is over there, and she has my laptop, in which i need it for presentation.

walk past canteen1, brought my fav green apple green tea.
and... climbclimb here there and i finally reach.

wat a long journey.

my cousin walk down from her blk and pass me the lappy.

ahgirl: AHAHAHAHA!(she laugh heartily. siao one, i haven even start talking yet)
me: siao ah. ehehe presentation over? (no wonder shes so happy. she is in year 3 and in 2 more days, she wont have to come back to np again)

ahgirl: LOL! you 9am presenation now still at here ah?!still can go buy bubble tea!

i was holding it in my hand.
me: nvm one lah. from canteen 2 walk over to here leh! i scare no energy to walk to here, so i went to buy bread from canteen 2. as i chew on the bread, thirsty ma, go canteen 1 buy bubble tea!

ahgirl: =.= what tea is this?
me: Green apple green tea lo. u try u try...

we continue to talk abit more, and i realize

"OYA AH! my presentation."

so i madly dash back to class, request for the tutor to let me present first and told her i have to leave early for liondance performance.

infact, the performance is alr over.
white lie.

=D

Action Pack Night

2007-01-31T02:43:00.000+08:00

Just when i completed my thousand words report bla-bla-bla-ing for my website project, i print arrange meimei and thought to myself,
"i can finally sleep early for the first time!"

then i happily went into the room and arrange my study table.
It's so messy.

i never bother to arrange it ever since i brought that table.

it was brought 2 months ago, so not too long also lah.

=D
there is 4 book racks.
the last rack was seldom touch on.

lala~ it is mainly used to put books like " the singapore true ghost story 7, 13 and so". The charlie and the chocolate factory storybook used in sec 2 lit was also place there.

as i went on to arrange the last rack, something come running out of it.
"WAH DUSTMITES!"
the dustmites are damn big.
its the average small beetle size. i thought dustmites are all ants size.

i hurry use the nearest paper available and pia the running fat dustmite to a flat object. Then there comes the horrorrrrr.....

more run out.
OHH jialat.

i hurry wake my sister up, asking her to bring me the pesticide in the fastest rocket speed.
i kan chiong alr ma.

and then my sis just plainly lament on and on and on how i wake her up from her sleep, and she tml got school.
she then tries to mimick snail walking to walk over to the kitchen, bringing me the life saving pesticide.

while you know what my dog do?
he took advantage of the chaotic situation, run into my room, and bite away my roll of purple socks. he simply grab and run to his hideout; his sleeping blanket.

I thought dogs are colorblind. wonder why he like the socks so much.
Previously he was already aiming for that bright purple socks. He keep entering my room and bite away my socks. i always manage to be there whenever he turn his ass away and run out of my room sneakily.

back to dustmites.

5-6 more run out. and i kill them with the all mighty pesticide.
then as i remove all the dusty books from the last rack (i never know there were so much dusts), i saw something again!

this time around, its a.....

cockroach egg.
no wonder the dustmites are so fat and big.
i immediately remove the eek eek egg with tissues and spray pesticides all around the study table area.

now you might think, "Why joy's room so dirty?"
is not lah. i have been cleaning the room now and then.
in exact, my mum has been cleaning it now and then.

the last time she clean was one week ago.
she clean everywhere except the study table. she wont want to mess up my stuff ah,
if not ill get upset and screammmmmmmmmmm.
*winkwink*

ill stomp my feet and wave my fists in the air, demanding her to return me my stuff.
*winkwink again*

my room is dust prone.
just because my room window face the carpark and i stay at level 4.
anyone wanna change room with me?

its 3am.

2007-01-29T03:05:00.000+08:00

seriously, i should go and sleep now.
i have finish drawing,

and my drawin sucks lah.
spent so much time shading but it still look not okay.

nvm.

i actually have alot to blog.
but i forgot what i wanna blog,

OHH the shi xin huey malaysia concert got ghost appearance.
go youtube.com and search keyword shi xin huey.. and u will find the video.

it look real to me leh.

and xu wei lun pass away hours ago.
such a pity,
how wasted.
shes young.
pretty and...

aya

conclusion: please drive safely.
i hate the thought of anyone around me get into accident or any serious injury stuff.

the best flash website i ever seen,
click here.

why

2007-01-28T01:08:00.000+08:00

why sometimes i have to put up with your nonsense.
why sometimes its plain irritating to hear u talk like im on very good terms with u.
why i always find u a pain in the ass.
what makes u think i wanna listen to u.

if u noe who u r,
please,
come and confront me.

ill tell u if thats u.

today.

2007-01-28T00:27:00.000+08:00

went for interview at raffles place.

hf working environment is nice, not bad.
time will pass fast over there

i dunno abt IMM.

i just watched the show.. err, "galiant Gang"
or sth like that.
i dunno how to spell also.

thereee. the movie that therock act in, as a boys home football coach.

its another movie that looks and feels like "Coach Carter".

i must continue on to drawdrawdraw.
its raining again.

sucks.

2007-01-26T00:34:00.000+08:00

yes. im the leader of this project.
but it does'nt means everything kao wo.

u depend on me, ill get piss off.
u work like what i have ask u to do, ill be happy and most likey we will all have fun while doing this super lame project.

designing a boardgame.

we have fun all along while working on this "interesting" project.
u guys enjoy it.

so do i.

but.
whenever something screwup, u guys will just look at me and ask me "how ah joy?"
and then i will calmly crack my brain to think of solutions rather then blame u all.

u finish adding a color,
and then come and ask me,
"Joy can anot? u think i should add yellow instead?"

ill always reply u "Up to u. u are the designer, not me"

and then here comes the ultimate reply
"i dunno can anot. u are leader, u say can means can"

shitu. everything ask me must as well ask me do.

today u guys can't come to print the game pieces, board and all the other shit stuff.
me and yizhen wait for the "life-saving" thumbdrive for 30mins.
u bloody took 30mins to come from np to kap bus stop.

bus fake one ah.

u come and look as blur as always.

while we are at sim lim square, at the print shop, things begin to screw up again.
u didnt do what i have assign u to do.
i have trust u to do this, (and u look damn hardworking, so i trust u)

not that i didnt do anything,
i have to plan this that, do the design work like the rest of u, get involve in the process of all u guys work.

my duty in the project is the marketing manager.
in week16, i still have to bring our project infront of the 2 tutors and pitch our product to them.
MEANS I STILL HAVE TO GO AND RESEARCH ON "how to market a boardgame, and do a game pitch to the publishers"

meanwhile, u guys just go and rush the other projects that u guys have delayed in starting.
i start early, thats why i so free now.
but doesnt mean i have to do more then the rest.

i spent time money effort in this project.
none of us wanna screw this project up.
but like i say, u depend on me, ill get piss off.

and the next thing ill do, is to make u fail this module.
while ill pass.
because my marks depend on the presentation marks.
thats my original duty and task only.

do the pitching.
which i have the most confident in.

fuck.

\\\\
the end.
=DD.

while i was on my way back to np for lion dance from sim lim,
i feel damn peichek on the bus.

the thoughts above keep on repeating in my head.

until i saw the scene of an old building and blueblue clouds, with streaks of orange and pink in the sky, of the sun setting.

and i realize what for get so angry.
im not in control.

and most importantly,
being happy is the most important thing in life.

"a day without laughter is a day wasted"

eh right?

let me think... did i laugh today.?

lol i did.
and thats good enough. comecome~ laugh along with me.
lalalalala~

i must blog more often.

2007-01-24T01:11:00.000+08:00

i must keep track of the things i do and think as i grow up.

below 21 still consider .. pre-adult.
or 18? =D

anyway, today...
forgot what did i do today too.
no s&w. didnt play any soccer, didnt touch any ball. we sit in classroom and listen to the ex-national singapore soccer team player coach talk about his experiences in the asean cup he took part in 1994.

singapore won that year. 80% of the audiences in the malaysia stadium was singaporean

he say on his journey to malaysia wasnt that smooth.
custom check at malaysia causeway actually took the whole team an hr.
an hr.

normally the duty officer just CHOMP and u go. 5 mins. is all it takes.

the duty officer will takan them, and along the way, alot of things will happen.
then there will be journalists from malaysia doing interview with u.

and he also mention, theres this match singapore got to win against malaysia,
they won.
when back to the hotel and found out their hotel glass panel broken and pieces of broken glass scattered around their dinning place.

they found a big stone too.

ANDANDAND, he predict the score tonight will be a draw.
really draw lo.
wasted.
i was planning to bet on 1:1 right after he say that.

then i forgot about it.
ahh.ahh.AHHH.

MEL is down. for me.
i cant log in awhile ago. luckylucky, now i can log in.
theres a test tml and all the reading materials are MEL.
no mel, no GPA hope of 4 also gone.

i found new target in life man.
GPA .4!

its impossible.
but come on la, impossible is nothing. nike says that. =DD.
(if i dun get 4, since i aim high, probably still can mantain previous score of 3.5).

ahahahah! target for GPA4 is not to stress myself up, just to give myself a challenge.
i have been staying in comfort zone for too long.time to give my ass a break.
Stand Up and Move.

school is getting more fun. listening to jokes and stories from friends in class make time fly man. I think is because i finished most of my projects.
just 2-3 left to be completed.
nostress. nostress. holiday is coming~~ WUHUUU.

9 more days.
YES 9 more days.
thats the best thing about my course. when everyone is mugging, we r on holiday.

must think about how i wanna spent my holidays already.
work. nehneh. see how.
i always have a plan to venture into the retail business. from sec3, i have already got plans to do this and that.
never put into action, thats it.

or, should i go to tibet?
dunno mum will allow anot. if i go alone.
=D think it will be an super adventure that ill never forget in my whole life.
i really wanna go.

and ill come back as a nun.
maybe. tibet have nun?

ohhhhh,
9 days.
project, drawings, pitch, presentations.
do all this and....

9 DAYS.
9 days will come soon right?

as far as i remember,

2007-01-22T21:20:00.000+08:00

i used to bath for 30 mins when i was younger, soaking myself in water till my fingertips turn winkle.
those were the days when u can afford to bathe stressfree and just play with water.

and then as i grow older,

i start to think bathing is a waste of time.
i dislike bathing.

ohh dun worry, my dislike for bathing ends in my primary school era.
now i bathe like machiam the water comes from heaven. free one.

i dun even know why did i blog on bathing.
too much stress i guess. remember one of my new year resolution is to be happy everyday. so difficult to achieve.

past 2 days i have been doing my website project non-stop. literally non-stop.
wake up, eat, do project, eat, do project, sleep.

im amazed by myself too!

right now i'm ahead of my schedule for project. so gdgdgd~~
it means i won't have to rush through other projects and anyhow chap something presentable to the tutor.

my website project i have to create a website with 5 links, on the theme, uniquely singapore. meant to be a interactive portal for Overseas Singaporeans.

in 2 days, i used flash, dreamweaver to create a fully flash functionable website. At first the programming codes make my head biggggg.

and then, it got easier as i figure out one.
and then two.
three.
four.

OHH my GPA got hope alr.

today lesson was fun. i drawdrawdraw. using theory from physics to draw animated human pulling, pushing, lifting heavy box.
zuxian was telling me a joke during break...

zuxian: joy i ask u ah, whats the first thing that comes to your mind when i say "Guang Ming Shan"?

me: "Guang Ming Shan" si ming lai eh?

zuxian: =.=

me: "Guang Ming Shan sounds familiar eh! from singapore one ah? ( i thought maybe its some china wudang, shaolin, ermei shan, mountains)

zuxian: ya in singapore one~

(it suddenly struck me)

me: OHHH! the place to hold ashes for the dead one ah?
zuxian: YAYAYA! u know what Lifei just told me?

zuxian: she come and ask me how to go to "GuangMingShan" cause she wanna do the website project on "the temple at guangming shan" and she saw on net that there's this veryvery big temple on "GuangMingShan".

lifei: =.= i dunno maaa.

the rest of us were laughing till, i choke on my plate of rice.

How Uniquely Singapore it is!
Singapore has limited land to bury all of us.

and the sub-theme is suppose to be "Place of Interest" for her.
for me, i choose "Place of Interest" too as my sub-theme.
But mine is abit dull, i did on "The Merlion Park"

Not Guang Ming Shan.

Probably the next time i will choose bukit timah hill.

i miss watching Naruto and Bleach.
This coming holiday ill catch up and watch all!

hungry.

2007-01-17T02:47:00.000+08:00

im so hungry now. its 3a.m in the morning.
what am i doing now... drawing, sketching, and shading.

by hook or by crook, tml must finish this storyboarding project.

so i wont be attending school tomorrow.
since tml lesson will take place in the library, as our classroom is used for open house stuff.

and lesson in the library = self study.

=D
must as well stay at home and continue to shapen my 6B pencil and SHADE.

ONE FRAME took me 15 mins.

i still have 20FRAMES + 3 POSTER DRAWINGS .
that will take meeeee... er. how long.

5hrs+3hrs. (estimated time)
=8hrs in total to finish this project.

and im very sure 8hrs is definately not enough.

today! is the last day of CATS.
CATSCATSCATS. finally it ends! lucky i can afford not to go for one more lesson of CATS. so next week im not going.

we got excellent for CATS presentation. EXCELLENT.
quote from tutor: "this group presentation is veryvery good. infact excellent!"

but he add on..
"right but the concept of the product is not very good."

argg. watever la. what matters most is, it has ended.

yesterday when i was on bus, i saw this cat lying on the road. in the middle of the road i mean.
its dead.
nvm.
THE HEAD IS GONE. the body position is pose like its sleeping. at the neck hang a collar bell.
at the head, where its suppose to be, whats left is only one big lump of bloody pink (can i say bloody pink? pink is not bloody right?) flesh.

decapitalize.
poor thing.

reminds me of saddam's aides execution.
he got decapitalize, accidentally, they say.

wonder if its true.
thought they suppose to calcalate the length of the rope use depending on the individual weight, so to ensure the drop of the hanging will be just right, and break the neck immediately.

too long a drop results in decapitalize.

if they say its a accident, it means they calculate wrongly.
how is it possible to calculate wrongly?

another poor fellow.

=DD

2007-01-15T01:32:00.000+08:00

happy.
happy with myself finishing 3 tasks in a day.
basically i sit infront of the laptop and study table draw draw draw for 6 hrs.
do programming shit for an hr.
edit that poster logo and color for 10 minutes.

spent 2 hrs reading newspaper and watch tv. plus play with kopi.
spent some 20 mins, clearing up kopi's pee and poo. HE BLOODY PEE in the living room.

spent 2hrs eating dimsim for breakfast outside this morning and eat some mee for dinner.

there goes a day.

tomorrow will be another busy day. time to bathe~~~ yesyes i haven bath. ahahha!

Its Raining again.

2007-01-11T23:00:00.000+08:00

rain. i like rain.
i like the wind that blow so hard against my window that it break.

nah. just kidding.

i miss sec school. life sux when all you do everyday is to go to school, waste some hours, receive your assignment project, and go home to finish the accumulating projects.

remember in sec 3 and 4, we bitch and gossip everyday.
during breaktime, during lesson time.

ting sit beside me in sec3. i can tell her all the things that happened to me the previous day when i was walking home. i will complain and wince how life sucks when all you do everyday is to study for o'lvl.

in canteen, the girls will sit around and just eat mee soto and bitch.
like how mr chow thinks hes so cute with his "metal acid metal acid~ hydrogen" song.
and how sarcastic mr wong is with his words.
and how misswidya crycry and cry.

these days, i always have alot of things wanna share with sisters. like how i have this classmate that i dislike so much. but everyone's busy living their life.

resulting in me having so much to complain, wince, bitch, gossip.

so i look at people around me.
classmates? neh.
doubt they wanna listen to me talking about my family matters too.

the sisters are still better.

overall i just wanna say,

arrrgg~
i forgot what i actually wanna blog in the first place.

homesweethome.

Neglected

2007-01-04T11:24:00.000+08:00

its 4th of Jan!
=D Elder Sister's Birthday.

did i follow my resolutions set on 1st jan?
i tried man. i tried.
1st resolution is to be happy everyday. at least i laugh heartily everyday now.
remember the class motto of 4e2?

"A day without Laughter is a Day wasted"

i have neglected my mon.key at the blog.
lucky hes not going tio starve to death or something.
and i think i have also neglected kopi.
he is smelly. but the weather's so cold. he will freeze to death if i bathe him now.

i didnt sleep last night. i was watching dvd "My Girl".
Some parts are so funny that i think i almost roll down the sofa.

im suffering from insomia thesedays. i cant sleep at night.

right now im in class, err, studying.
my eyes are so tired that it can shut anytime.

lets seeeee... liondance later.
im so.. "You Xin Wu Li"
liondance needs alot of energy. energy to daydream. damien coach talk like free one.
i wonder how he can repeat his sentences so many time without him choking on his saliva.

FinalFinal. (i swear upon my grandpapa name its final) Poster done.
later ill send it for printing and mounting.